Sunday, November 30, 2008

Spend spend spend, Christmas is Near!

Weekends was okay. happy with myself as I buy a lot of things...for myself. Lets list it down the things I got.

1)Football Manager 09- $59.90
2)Linkin Park: Road to Revolution-$20.95
3)Fable II: Limited Edition- $45(2nd hand price)
4)Gears of War- borrowed from cousin
5)Game Plan(DVD)- borrowed from cousin
6)Xbox LIVE 12 month subscription-$88

Guess I spent alot ehh? Jus because next week, I will be clearing my last 4 days of leave and its Hari Raya Haji. Means I will be free from 6 Dec- 14 Dec(9 days). Coolness! I thought of watchin some movies too. But I guess no one will be free to watch with me. Anyone free, tell me kay. I don't want to spend my whole week at home playing game alone. It really kills you know. I need a social life too.

One thing I forgotten to get is some presents for the gift exchange. haha! And I still need to change my phone, buy a new cap. My cap is getting old and rusty. Ouh yes, Saturday, me saw nanny Joyce at Toa Payoh! I see her hair, I know its her, no need see her face. LOL. Great to see people you know are still around. I've been going around alone and getting stuffs for myself. I felt happy but it was not complete. It was not as fun as having people around, following you. I'm alone.=(

Today, went to EXPO for SITEX with brother. I asked him to come with me since I can't stand going alone. He brought a new HDD while I got a 12 mth Xbox Live. The place was very packed and I found a solution to pass through the crowd quickly. Secret is to move sideways. Its really faster and you can squeeze your way thru. It only works on skinny people. Those round people, you move sideways, you stomach still block laa..so cannot. So me and bro got out of the place quick and easy. We got what we need and chiao!

OKay, me chiao 1st. Another 5 more days of work and I will be off for my leave. Can't wait.

Fable II is a great game. Going to get addicted soon. FM09 is also fun. how to play 2 games at once? die laa..can I have more breaks?

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Thunder

I am addicted to this song. Everyday go out of house to work, I will listen to it repeatedly and going home, still got to listen to it. I don't know what's up with me and this song. I just sounds great to me.

*** *************** ***
Thunder- Boys like Girls

Today's a winding road that's taken me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa
(whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried
(I tried)

I tried to read between the lines
(I tried to look in your eyes)
I want a simple explanation
(For what I'm feeling inside)
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today's a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know

Whoa
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know
(I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today's a winding road that's taken me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your voice (this is getting colder)
Was the soundtrack of my summer (yeah the summer's over)
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain (well today's a winding road)
Oh baby bring (today I'm on my own)
On the pain
And listen to the thunder

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I bold the words I love that means a lot to me.
PS: I still hope you will miss me when I'm gone.

Reminder for me...
1) Fable II - $45 to cousin
2) Bus concession - $61 to SBS
3) Xbox LIVE gold Membership- $33
4) Linkin Park: Road to Revolution- $ 20++
5) Macbook Casing/Protector/Bag- $??.??

Need to shop again on Saturday- anyone wanna come along?=P

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Boring weekends

I don't know why, but I have a very boring weekends. And I think I'm turning out to be a very boring person. I always play safe, watch my back, front, left and right.. right before I make any decision. I don't take risk anymore. It's like, I don't want to ruin my life but at the same time, I think I am. I'm boring. Why can't I be like anyone else, who goes out on weekends with friends they know and just chill out. What happen to the times when I can just call out and we can just talk just about anything. I'm running out on ideas on what to talk about.

Is it because I am left so far behind that I don't see the need to even go out to talk to people anymore. What happen to me? Its very hard to find people to go out with, I just don't have any idea on who I should go out with. Its even harder for me to ask people out cause I'm such a boring person that I don't have any idea of where to go and what to do. All I do is sit at home, on my laptop or my xbox and just play by myself. No one entertains me anymore. Everyone is busy or people just don't care. Glad I still have Hidayat who talks to me and plays Warcraft III even though its such and old game. But still, I get to socialize, talk to people you see. I just don't know who else is there to talk to. Just found an evil twin, named Fauziah. haha... Mama is gone. Nanny comes around once in awhile but she got homework to finish up. Halimah will come and just laugh at me for no reason.

My life is just standing still and I'm still trying to improve my game. Fifa 09 is a great game but I'm not getting any better at it. I keep on losing and I just don't know of any tactics to use right now. FM09 is another game that I keep on losing. I think I should just quit being a manager and try my best at being a player. Ouh ya, played soccer on Friday. Police found a dead body lying below the Kallang Bridge near block 64. I had no idea what happen. But when the police came around while we were having our game, they asked for our IC. Well, I didn't bring it! haha, too use to telling my name to the police anyways.

Soccer game was great, teamed up with Hafiz, Acan and Zaiful. We won quite a few games but we were having trouble scoring. I wasn't playing my best. I got tired too easily and lost the ball a couple of times. But I was sure proud of the 1st kick when I scored with wonderful curling shot. That was the only highlight of the night. I did score one but the ball hit so hard off the post and came back out. And they say it won't count. I was like..errr..okay. I guess I shouldn't shoot so hard. I guess wearing boots makes me shoot stronger but I still need to control my power. My accuracy was way out of my standard. I will need to improve my technique in shooting, passing, reading the game, making runs to the box, jumping for the ball, control on my chess, dribbling and keeping the ball close to my feet. What a list for me to improve on. Acan will be counting on me to make it as right winger since he needed one for his team.

Ouh well, I still got a lot to learn and a lot to improve on. I want a driving license.=)

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Back to School


Brought a Macbook Pro on Sunday right before going for a rare family outing. My dad brought a new camera. So cool, now I can use the camera more often.=) I wonder if I would ever use a camera again. I don't feel like using camera sometimes. Ever since I lost all of it that day..haiz..

Today was a new day for me and I made full use of it by visiting school.=) I had to wake up very early just to see if SK is online. Need to confirm weather she coming along to surprise Erna! In the end, she cannot make it since something pop up on the last minute. So I rushed to CT hall to get some donuts.

I wanted to get 6 actually, I end up ordering 12. okay, long story, I was kinda dumb and blur that morning. But who cares. I reached school as early as 1125 to find a suitable place. It was a very hot day. Saw Liana too while I was there. Erna and Jane Jane soon reached and I wished her another belated birthday.hehe, I guess she was shock to see me. But she didn't show any emotions liddat. how liddat?

So we chatted very long at north canteen. And we even talk like a lot of things to talk at the blk S corridor. Aloysious join us too. Talked like from 1130 - 2pm. Very long and my legs wobbling already. Then SMS Erny and gave her a donut. With her was her FYP mate, Suhailah. She say that I got call her during my OGL days. I guess I just can't remember. I called so many people that night. So I gave her a donut too. Macam clearing all the extra donuts I brought la kan..hehe

Then I went to look for my boocuk! But I call call, cannot call. So I called Mai instead. And Mai lead me to her lair. She playing photoshop, act like doing work. But you can't lie to your atok, can see you pretending to do work. So I hanged out with boocuk in her lab. People thought I'm her bf? haha, please la, no. I'm only her atok.hehe, played sudoku with her. Then we talk talk very long. all the way to 430pm till she have to go for some briefing. So have to say bye bye to school once again. Till next time...

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

60 Things

60 things most girls don't know...
Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

-1-"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

-2-Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

-3-Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

-4-Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

-5-Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

-6-Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

-7-A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

-8-Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

-9-Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

-10-Guys get jealous easily.

-11-Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

-12-Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

-13-Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

-14-Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

-15-Girls are guys' weaknesses.

-16-Guys are very open about themselves.

-17-It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

-18-Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

-19-If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

-20-A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

-21-Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

-22-Guys will brag about anything.

-23-Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

-24-No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

-25-Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

-26-Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

-27-Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

-28-Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

-29-Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

-30-Try to be as straightforward as possible.

-31-If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

-32-If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

-33-When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

-34-When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

-35-Guys don't really have final decisions.

-36-If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

-37-If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

-38-When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

-39-When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

-40-Guys like femininity not feebleness.

-41-Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

-42-A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

-43-Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

-44-Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

-45-Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

-46-Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

-47-If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

-48-Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

-49-A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

-50-No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

-51-Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

-52-We don't like girls who are too skinny.

-53-We love it when girls talk about their boobs.

-54-Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like whether it's a one time deal or not ....

-55-Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unnoticeable tell them about yours...

-56-When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

-57-Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

-58-Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

-59-Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

-60-When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

PS: I found this on the web. I guess this guys probably right about some stuffs. Watcha think?

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Happy Birthday Mums!

Life is so unfair, So many games, So little time! how to play them all!!??
And where do girls fit into the picture?

Anyways, I would first like to wish Mummy and Mama a Happy Happy Happy Birthday!!! I know, I'm like living with 2 mums in my life. hehe, both so caring and so loving.=) Without their love, I wouldn't be anywhere in this word. With Mummy's guidance, I've become a good person. With Mama's crazyness, I've become a fun and loving person. Thank you very nice.=)

Been thinking alot lately about which Computer to buy to replace my nearly dead, almost going to get burried IBM Laptop. I guess I should go for an Apple Macbook? But my dad recommended me not to buy a laptop cause I'm not going to use it to school or for business purposes. So I should be getting somthing like a Sony VGX-TP3G ( Intel Duo Processor 2.4GHz, 2GB memory( Max 4GB), 750 GB harddisc( SATA 7200rpm), Blu-ray combo Drive.)
It sound more reasonable as I already have a LCD monitor and its taking way too much space if I were to buy another laptop. A small PC would be good enough. I just need a powerful one to play my games. I know, I already got an Xbox360. LOL, i really am too much am I? What to do? I love games too much.

Anyways, speaking of which, I really can't decide what game to play next. Too many laaa!!! Okay, I need not buy Gears of War 2 or Grand Theft Auto 4 as I can borrow it from my cousin. I am borrowing his Lost Oddysey game when I went to his house yesterday. It was great fun playing with him eventhough he beat me in playing all of the games. Guitar Hero was great fun. I guess I should consider buying the whole set and putting it in my house. Come on friends! lets come and play together! hehe. The game I should be getting now will be Fable 2. My cousin is trying to get a 2nd hand one which will be cheaper. So I will just wait for it. For now, I will be playing Fifa 09 and Lost Oddysey, a 4 disc RPG whoo!!!Some of the other things I wanna get would be a new pair of shoes. I want these snikers, Nike Airforce! It would make a great addition to my collection of shoes. And ouh ya, I bought a Kaka' Jacket last week on my outing with Rozi and YC. They were great fun to be with. We had a great time.Talking about our lives now as it was back in primary school. We went Ikea and talking bout what our future house would be like. Here are a glimpses as what I'm talking about.

Thanks again to Rozi and YC for a wonderful time. Will see you soon.=) Take care. And try to enjoy working life. Damn!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

36-24-36

She was a once in a lifetime.
Soon after I let her go.
She was a face in the crowd.
A scent so wonderful.
She had the perfect figure 8.
Soon I notice her looking at me.
She slept the whole way through.
How I find her so beautiful.
She did smile on the way.
How I wished I could have time to smile backed.
She didn't say a word.
I just wished I made the first move.
She was going back home.
Damn! I'm in uniform again.

Fair skin, tall, matured, long silky smooth black hair, big brown eyes.
Your glasses make you look sexy and you are all I ever wished for.
How I wish I would know who that mysterious girl was.
Man, I blew my chance again.

I stood right beside you and you decide to sit right beside me.
I am as I was the day I arrived here...still a mystery.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Its great to play TOGETHER

I should probably blog when I'm happy. haha, reason for me not blogging is because life has just been great for me. I've not been in trouble or face much problems yet at this point of my life, which is good. Rozi say I shouldn't blog horrible stuff of me being emo anymore. Then I wonder what should I blog about. I've moved on and I'm getting ready to face future challenges. Life is all about challenges. I guess if life is just smooth sailing all the way, then it wouldn't be life itself.

Lets see what I did on the weekdays. Its great people remember your birthday and even wish you too, although its late or whatever, it don't matter. At least people know you're a year older. I hate it when it comes to my birthday cause it just reminds me that I'm getting older and need to grow up. Well, since the previous year, I've been growing up, making mistakes, learning from them and hope to correct all the things I did wrong.

Office in HQ is great, everyone is relax and very friendly. I'm getting to know more people and getting famous for the right reasons. I guess I will need to make friends if I were to survive my NS life. Making friends is easy, finding a good friend that will stick by your side is hard. I'm glad I have some good friends, or should I say great friends who still cares and remembers me.

Looking forward to playing new games like Gears of War 2. Heard its great and everyones playing it. Maybe I should get a copy of the game. Wanted to buy GTA4 too and some RPG for my XboX360. But I don't think I will have time to play all of them, so I guess I will just buy a few and play since games nowadays are quite expansive and I really want to save up for my driving license.

Fifa09 is a great game! I was playing it online with some people that I don't really know. Imagine all the people asking for the ball when I got in..all in different languages. OK, to elaborate more, I was playing PRO mode. which means, I only get to control a player. Its 10 v 10! omg, only the goalkeeper is AI. So imagine Germany VS Brazil. Me got the honour to play Ronaldinho, Left Attacking Midfield. And I got to listen to 9 other people asking for the ball when I receive it. Damn, some of them said pass, but some said don't know some spainish, arabic or whatever. But one thing is certain, when someone scores, everyone shouted only one word. GOAL! its an international word. That is what makes football so great. Beautiful kan?

Yesterday, Yat cam over to play xbox at my place and watched Arsenal VS Man utd. Arsenal's Samri Nasri was the man who sealed the win. Both of us were cheering on Arsenal, eventhough we were both Liverpool Fans. Liverpool won against WBA with 2 1st half goals from Robbie Keane7. Arbeloa scored a stunning 90 min goal that seals it. Great night. Eventhough I didn't watched the 2nd half, I stayed awake to finish my 1st. Sorry Rozi, i said i was sleeping, i lied but its only because Keane scored just before I was going to sleep, that kept me awake and wanted to watch more of it since I saw his form coming up and I knew he will score more and He DID!

I guess thats all for my weekend update, I will try to update more soon kays. I'm thinking if I should get a Macbook or a Vaio? ermm..

Sunday, November 2, 2008

21st Birthday=)

One small joke before I begin...

Boy 1: Why do you run from a naked lady?
Boy 2: Because my mum said that if I look at a naked lady, I'll turn into stone.
A part of me is getting hard already!

Haha! that me laughed. okay, Its abit stupid though.

Okay, today was my 21st birthday. I had so many people wishing me all over the world. Should I count my blessings? I don't know, too many to count. I'm blessed with good friends who care for me. I got friends who treat me like I'm the greatest friend in the world! right?*winks* I didn't know I did so much and impact so many lives in the process. I could have done more but I'm still 21 and I guess I should be at the growing part of my life where I finally become a real adult. Should stop joking too much and start settling down to think about my future.

Maybe I should forget the past and let go of all the regrets I have. Most thing I regretted the most is letting more people into my life where I should have. I still miss you though. Regrets not going to bring me anywhere but letting go will.

Today was an awful day with the rain..rain~ rain~ go away, come again on nanny's birthday. little baby want to go out and play! Mama working and baby stayed indoors.
But best thing bout today is that Hidayat and Shikin came to my house and celebrated my birthday with a Pandan cAKE!! Very nice can!!! i love the cake and love you guys! As again, I must go count my blessings again. I had such wonderful friends and such a wonderful life. I just wished you can be part of my list of friends.=)

My 21st. a day early

Had a great outing to Plaza Singapura with Hairul, Boon Kin, Kamal, Hidayat and Shikin! As usual, people come late. But its okay, I'm use to waiting. We wanted to watch the coffin at 1st but Kamal said its a boring show and we wanted something more scary. So we decided to go for Rec. Its okay la, scary but not so. Alot of blood and all, but the story line is mostly bout some virus and disease, which can spread and turn people into zombies and go crazy, biting people all over.

At the end of the movie, we went for dinner at KFC. Met XiaoWei!!!, along the way. Its nice to meet up with my favorite bunch of people again. We hanged out at SMU and ate our KFC there, beside a white chick and some people playing feesbees. Went to SMU toilet to wash up, the place is so cool. Like so public and I feel like I'm an SMU student liddat. haha!

After that we went over to Manga Cafe'.Where we didn't know we need to pay, $1/ hr to read the books. We went in, macam sardine cap kapak dinosaur. Anyhow go in, read some magazines, like our own library then the guy asked if we had signed in or not. And we left soon after without paying. Sorry la, 1st time, don't know mah. Too bad lor.=P

Soon after, we walked to Funan IT mall to buy some of my very own XBOX 360 accessories. If you all don't know, I brought an XBOX360 last weekend and been playing ever since. Sorry didn't update that earlier. Been fun having it around the house. Like my very own pet to play with. Got ready another wireless controller for someone who is coming today to play with me. Wee~

We headed to J.CO where I had a surprise birthday Donuts!!! whoo! 6 donuts all for me! Thanks to Hairul, Kamal and BoonKin and we shared them all and eat them all slowly. hehe. The counter had a few cool girls making drinks. God, I can't believe I look at girls at Starbucks, Coffee Bean and even J.Co! lol. At least mama use to work in on of the place. hehe, love u too mama! Great to hang out there though its abit cramp there. Who cares anyway. Went up to Robinsons to meet Mervyn & Eileen. I can't believe everyone is so close by. What a small world. Even YJ and Jessica came next. Wow! cool kan?

We finally settled down at Starbucks for a chat and thats how I ended my day. No pictures were taken. You want to know why? I don't see a reason why I should, I'll just lose the pictures again. When I leave this world, people won't be keeping my pictures either.=)

Here I leave my mark in blogspot. Nothing last forever kan? and wished don't come through. I wished for something last year during my birthday and it didn't come true so I won't be making any wishes this time around. You will never come back.