Turn around,
Turn around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection.
I can't speak,
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection.
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are.
You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger,
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight.
I'm broke and abandoned you are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight.
I'm confident,
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you.
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hoping that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see...
You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger,
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight.
I'm broke and abandoned you are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight.
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight.
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are... {x4}
Your beauty seems so far away
I'd have to write a thousand songs
To make you comprehend how beautiful you are.
I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breath
To make you understand how beautiful you are.
Understand how beautiful you are.
You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight.
I'm broke and abandoned you are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight.
You call me a stranger...
You say I'm a danger...
You call me a stranger...
Note: I was listening to this song on my way to work and my eyes was fix on this girl in the bus throughout the journey. And suddenly this song makes sense.=)
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Soccer boy outs in the Sun & Rain
Yesterday was one of those days. I finally get back to old school with the boys. My soccer peeps. Those who always come down every night to play soccer. The Kallang boys. My neighborhood friends Eventhough I don't know all of them, I roughly know their name. 20 of us, out at Sentosa. Left home at ard 1030am. Took a lorry 'ballak' from Bendemeer all the way to Sentosa. Funny things happen along the way. We were like those Bangla workers, but we were extra noisy. It was a very hot morning but all of us were hot too.=P
Upon entering, we need to pay to get in. Suddenly Wan laughed out loud. Then we got to enter Sentosa for free. I don't know what happen but i guess members nye pasal..haha. 1st thing we arrived at Palawan beach, I was like, "where is the goal post!?" Use to have it, but I guess its been removed. So we picked another open area to play our beach soccer. So we played and played, bathe and all. Then it started raining. But that did not stop us. I didn't count the number of times the lifeguard have to warn us. LOL, we were just so naughty. We were like the noisiest group there. Non-stop noise seyy, serious. Very kecoh. They were like cheer leaders the whole day. Funny thing was, tourist kept taking pictures of us when it was raining, cause were we the only group who didn't even care about the rain. We keep running and making noise, like red indians. Red Indians also lose out to us. We were very rowdy, trust me.
20 of us didn't help at all. We were like running after chicks but we never touch or harm anyone.=) We played in the baby pool, haha. We also tried to be cheer leaders by making a human pyramid. which was cool.The rain started at around 12 and all the way to 4pm. it was like 4 long hours of heavy rain. Its my 1st time to ever get caught up in the rain and it feels like I'm showering the whole 4 hours. Free Shower! oops, I paid to get into Sentosa kay! =P
*Free*
The day was great, I am so tired that I didn't blog this out earlier. I need more rest, still exhausted after a very long day at Sentosa. Pictures are on my Facebook=)
I miss mama...=) don't take it the wrong way kay.
Upon entering, we need to pay to get in. Suddenly Wan laughed out loud. Then we got to enter Sentosa for free. I don't know what happen but i guess members nye pasal..haha. 1st thing we arrived at Palawan beach, I was like, "where is the goal post!?" Use to have it, but I guess its been removed. So we picked another open area to play our beach soccer. So we played and played, bathe and all. Then it started raining. But that did not stop us. I didn't count the number of times the lifeguard have to warn us. LOL, we were just so naughty. We were like the noisiest group there. Non-stop noise seyy, serious. Very kecoh. They were like cheer leaders the whole day. Funny thing was, tourist kept taking pictures of us when it was raining, cause were we the only group who didn't even care about the rain. We keep running and making noise, like red indians. Red Indians also lose out to us. We were very rowdy, trust me.
20 of us didn't help at all. We were like running after chicks but we never touch or harm anyone.=) We played in the baby pool, haha. We also tried to be cheer leaders by making a human pyramid. which was cool.The rain started at around 12 and all the way to 4pm. it was like 4 long hours of heavy rain. Its my 1st time to ever get caught up in the rain and it feels like I'm showering the whole 4 hours. Free Shower! oops, I paid to get into Sentosa kay! =P
*Free*
The day was great, I am so tired that I didn't blog this out earlier. I need more rest, still exhausted after a very long day at Sentosa. Pictures are on my Facebook=)
I miss mama...=) don't take it the wrong way kay.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Leading the way...
"Permission to carry on Lance Corporal Fawze?"
"Carry on..."
The words that made my day.=)
Good day, good week and its only Tuesday. I'm tired. Much work to be done but I feel I have a team behind me to help out along the way. I can't believe I'm being made a leader and in charge again. Haiz..I wish I wasn't like this, I want to relax now.
Talked to you for 3 days. Miss you for 2 days. I just need one day out with you. Hope to love you forever.=)
Arh crap, I going out of my mind again. I'm probably dreaming again.
Anyways, I think we need to do this again Rozi and YC. haha=) I saw the pic and just feel like going out with the 2 of you again.=\
I want to start and don't ever want to stop. I should go out dating again. Sitting at home doing nothing will not help. Have to ask people out I guess.=)
Haiz, tmr have to help "lalat" draw a butterfly cause "Suria" people want to come do some filming in SCDF Innoventure Land. Guess the decorations will be done by me. Can I have more time to train my men to help me do my work. I feel like I just have to train everyone to do my work, I'm overloaded with work.
Leading the way again...
I'm happy today..but I'm starting to miss my nanny.=(
"Carry on..."
The words that made my day.=)
Good day, good week and its only Tuesday. I'm tired. Much work to be done but I feel I have a team behind me to help out along the way. I can't believe I'm being made a leader and in charge again. Haiz..I wish I wasn't like this, I want to relax now.
Talked to you for 3 days. Miss you for 2 days. I just need one day out with you. Hope to love you forever.=)
Arh crap, I going out of my mind again. I'm probably dreaming again.
Anyways, I think we need to do this again Rozi and YC. haha=) I saw the pic and just feel like going out with the 2 of you again.=\
I want to start and don't ever want to stop. I should go out dating again. Sitting at home doing nothing will not help. Have to ask people out I guess.=)
Haiz, tmr have to help "lalat" draw a butterfly cause "Suria" people want to come do some filming in SCDF Innoventure Land. Guess the decorations will be done by me. Can I have more time to train my men to help me do my work. I feel like I just have to train everyone to do my work, I'm overloaded with work.
Leading the way again...
I'm happy today..but I'm starting to miss my nanny.=(
Sunday, February 15, 2009
a Bit of Humor - the Obedient Son
A husband and wife go visit a marriage counselor. First, the wife speaks to the counselor alone. The counselor asks, "You say you've been married 20 years, so what seems to be the problem?"
The wife replies, "It's my husband -- he's driving me crazy! I'm going to leave him if he continues!"
"How does he drive you crazy?"
"For 20 years," she says, "he's been doing these stupid things. First, whenever we go out, he's always looking at the floor and refuses to go near anyone. It's very embarrassing."
The marriage counselor is amused, "Anything else?"
"He keeps picking his nose all the time! Even in public!"
"Hmm, anything else?"
The wife hesitates, "whenever we're making love, he NEVER lets me be on top! Once in a while, I'd like to be in control!"
"Ah," says the counselor, "I think I'll talk to your husband now."
So the wife goes out of the room and the husband enters. The counselor tells him, "Your wife says that you've been driving her crazy. She might even leave you."
The husband looks shocked, "WHAT? For 20 years I've been loving and considerate and I've always given her what she wants! What could be the problem?"
The counselor explains, "She says that you've got these habits that are driving her crazy. First, you're always acting strange in public--looking at the floor and never going near anyone else."
The husband looks concerned, "Oh, you don't understand! It's one of the few things my father told me to do in his deathbed and I swore I'd obey everything he said."
"What did he say?"
"He said that I should never step on anyone's toes!"
The counselor looks amused, "Actually, that means that you should not do anything that would cause anyone else to get angry."
The husband looks sheepish, "Oh. Okay."
The counselor continues, "And you keep picking your nose in public."
"Well, its another thing my father specifically commanded me to do! He told me to always keep my nose clean."
The counselor looks faint, "That means that you should not indulge in any criminal activity."
"Oh," says the husband looking very stupid.
"And finally, she says that you never allow her to be on top during your lovemaking."
"This," says the husband seriously, "is the last thing my father commanded me to do on his deathbed and it's the most important thing."
"What did he say?"
The husband replies, "In his dying breath, he said. Don't screw up."
The wife replies, "It's my husband -- he's driving me crazy! I'm going to leave him if he continues!"
"How does he drive you crazy?"
"For 20 years," she says, "he's been doing these stupid things. First, whenever we go out, he's always looking at the floor and refuses to go near anyone. It's very embarrassing."
The marriage counselor is amused, "Anything else?"
"He keeps picking his nose all the time! Even in public!"
"Hmm, anything else?"
The wife hesitates, "whenever we're making love, he NEVER lets me be on top! Once in a while, I'd like to be in control!"
"Ah," says the counselor, "I think I'll talk to your husband now."
So the wife goes out of the room and the husband enters. The counselor tells him, "Your wife says that you've been driving her crazy. She might even leave you."
The husband looks shocked, "WHAT? For 20 years I've been loving and considerate and I've always given her what she wants! What could be the problem?"
The counselor explains, "She says that you've got these habits that are driving her crazy. First, you're always acting strange in public--looking at the floor and never going near anyone else."
The husband looks concerned, "Oh, you don't understand! It's one of the few things my father told me to do in his deathbed and I swore I'd obey everything he said."
"What did he say?"
"He said that I should never step on anyone's toes!"
The counselor looks amused, "Actually, that means that you should not do anything that would cause anyone else to get angry."
The husband looks sheepish, "Oh. Okay."
The counselor continues, "And you keep picking your nose in public."
"Well, its another thing my father specifically commanded me to do! He told me to always keep my nose clean."
The counselor looks faint, "That means that you should not indulge in any criminal activity."
"Oh," says the husband looking very stupid.
"And finally, she says that you never allow her to be on top during your lovemaking."
"This," says the husband seriously, "is the last thing my father commanded me to do on his deathbed and it's the most important thing."
"What did he say?"
The husband replies, "In his dying breath, he said. Don't screw up."
Saturday, February 14, 2009
the Dark Kid
Tired, just plain tired. I wanted so much for this and I'm left with nothing. Desperate. I wanted it all, risk it all and fall without nothing at all. Blame it on me. I am at fault. I am that damn dumb. I am useless. I cannot be trusted with anything and everything. I don't know what I did wrong and my parents blame it on me. They never tell me anything and say I was in the wrong. I guess trying to avoid being at fault, but faults finds me. I don't know what will become of me in this world. I just wish to go soon.
Doing all the good I can in this world, never giving up hope. But everything and everyone sees me as a mistake. I try to bring justice but end up in prison for all the wrong doings you've done. Its better to die hero, but for me, I lived too long to see myself become a villain. I've been watching you, keeping and eye and watching your back. No one really appreciates that anyway. Its normal for humans to be blind. I don't blame them for it. No one is perfect. I am no one. No matter how much good I bring to this world, they chose to be evil. These people have not seen the light. For I bring darkness into each and every heart I touch.
I may not be what you expect me to be, I am never that important anyway. I'm just another face in the crowd and another piece of the puzzle in your world. It will not be complete without me. I may have change your life and made you think differently, change you perspective, your point of view. I wanted to do that, so you can see how much this world had poisoned you mind. I will stay up each and every night just to watch you sleep safe. This world has a lot to learn and so much change will come. For what ever the reason of change, it will not come without a sacrifice. I will not let that sacrifice be a soul of an innocent.
Just don't bother about me anymore. I will just be another boring guy. I will not be somebody. I will not make a difference. For the last 21 years of my life, I've change so much. I made so much of a difference. And for the next half of my life, I will stay hidden and will not make a move. Lets see how much the world will be without me.
I will not stand for all the money you cheat.
I will not hide from you when you want to meet.
I will not sit around to wait for the pot to heat.
I will not let you abuse power with greed.
I am...
Doing all the good I can in this world, never giving up hope. But everything and everyone sees me as a mistake. I try to bring justice but end up in prison for all the wrong doings you've done. Its better to die hero, but for me, I lived too long to see myself become a villain. I've been watching you, keeping and eye and watching your back. No one really appreciates that anyway. Its normal for humans to be blind. I don't blame them for it. No one is perfect. I am no one. No matter how much good I bring to this world, they chose to be evil. These people have not seen the light. For I bring darkness into each and every heart I touch.
I may not be what you expect me to be, I am never that important anyway. I'm just another face in the crowd and another piece of the puzzle in your world. It will not be complete without me. I may have change your life and made you think differently, change you perspective, your point of view. I wanted to do that, so you can see how much this world had poisoned you mind. I will stay up each and every night just to watch you sleep safe. This world has a lot to learn and so much change will come. For what ever the reason of change, it will not come without a sacrifice. I will not let that sacrifice be a soul of an innocent.
Just don't bother about me anymore. I will just be another boring guy. I will not be somebody. I will not make a difference. For the last 21 years of my life, I've change so much. I made so much of a difference. And for the next half of my life, I will stay hidden and will not make a move. Lets see how much the world will be without me.
I will not stand for all the money you cheat.
I will not hide from you when you want to meet.
I will not sit around to wait for the pot to heat.
I will not let you abuse power with greed.
I am...
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
I am just not powerful
I can't change your feelings.
I can't turn back the hands of time.
I can't ask you to do everything I want you to.
I can't make you trust me.
I can't make you believe me.
I can't make you love me.
I can't make you hate me.
I can't change the way you think about me.
I can't influence people as I use to.
I can't win everything.
I can't stop death.
I can't have all the money in the world.
I can't fight back.
I can't let you lose.
No matter how good I am.
No matter how good I try to be.
There are just too many things that I can't do.
I am just not that powerful.
I can't turn back the hands of time.
I can't ask you to do everything I want you to.
I can't make you trust me.
I can't make you believe me.
I can't make you love me.
I can't make you hate me.
I can't change the way you think about me.
I can't influence people as I use to.
I can't win everything.
I can't stop death.
I can't have all the money in the world.
I can't fight back.
I can't let you lose.
No matter how good I am.
No matter how good I try to be.
There are just too many things that I can't do.
I am just not that powerful.
Monday, February 9, 2009
When I'm with you
I'm taking my time,
I'm trying to leave the memories of you behind.
I'm gonna be fine,
As soon as I get your picture right out of my mind.
I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you.
I wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to.
But every time I call you don't have time.
I guess I'll never get to call you mine .
You're nothing at all,
I know there's a million reasons why I shouldn't call.
With nothing to say,
could easily make this conversation last all day.
Another lesson I didn't get to learn.
Your my obsession.
I've got nowhere to turn.
I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you.
I wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to.
I guess I'll never get to call you mine.
I'm trying to leave the memories of you behind.
I'm gonna be fine,
As soon as I get your picture right out of my mind.
I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you.
I wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to.
But every time I call you don't have time.
I guess I'll never get to call you mine .
You're nothing at all,
I know there's a million reasons why I shouldn't call.
With nothing to say,
could easily make this conversation last all day.
Another lesson I didn't get to learn.
Your my obsession.
I've got nowhere to turn.
I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you.
I wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to.
I guess I'll never get to call you mine.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
2 different outings on 1 weekend
It was very tiring. On friday night, went to Timbre fro AO's 21st birthday chill out. Handed him a shoe bag as his present. Liverpool all the way bro! Drank only plain water as there is so much alcohol there and I couldn't drink it. It was quite a nice place to just chill out with friends and hear to a live band perform. The girl had such a beautiful voice and the band was terrific. Can just play any songs we throw at them.
After Timbre, went on to watch a movie at Marina Square. Its was such a sad movie and very long one too. I love the part ..." Did I ever tell you I was struck by lightning 7 times?" It was a great story and Brad Pitt is so hot kan? I wonder if ever, the clock runs backwards, I just wish I could have stayed longer with you and hope it stops at my favorite part. I miss you and will always love you. After the movie, AO sent me home. We were like on the road, 2am in the morning. I was so sleepy, reach home and fall on the fall straight.
Saturday was another day and another outing. Expected to meet around 20 plus people, but only 6 made it, including me. I purposely came 15 minutes late cause non of us would come so early. Zaty was lost and so she was excuse. yeah right... We headed to Lau Pa Saat for out dinner. We seriously don't know what to eat, so we just order. Zaty treat kan? haha, looks like it at the start.
After dinner, we went walking beside the Singapore river. It was a cold, quiet night. Zaty took out her camera, and we went camwhoring lor! with tripod stand and all, we took pictures of the stars and moon, i was hoping to take pic with the sun too.=) Pictures can be found on my Facebook. Having 6 people is so easy to manage and everyone of us enjoyed ourselves. Zaty wanted to go Starbucks, so we go. Everything also follow Zaty, because she is so damn "gay". Bang!
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Last Day as a Private
1st of February, the official day. I finally get promoted to a Lance corporal. Here are the last photos of me being a private. Its been a good life staying at SCDF HQ and hope it will stay that way. I think I will be busy for the next few months and just waiting for the year to end. Let the pain come and bring in all the obstacles, cause LCP Fawze is here! 6 more months and hopefully get my next promotion. Till then, stay tune kids.=)
Parents went to Kuala Lumpur for my cousins wedding. The last time my cousins got married there, I was still in primary 3. KL was great, staying in the kampung all, drink milo early morning at kopi shop. I miss the A&W the most I guess. Hope I can go there again. Miss all the kampung life. I want go back Kampung, so fun to run after all the chicks..I mean Hens and Rosters. HAHAHA!
Okay, Valentines day is coming soon. Who want be my Valentine? I've never had one anyway.=(
King of Kings
Behold the king
The king of kings
On your knees, dog
Hahahahahaha!
All hail
Bow down to the... bow down to the king!
Bow down to the... bow down to the,
King grinned red, as he walked from the place, hahahahaha
Where the traitor lost both his name and his face
Through the halls and the corridors, stinging in blood
He tasted his grin, and it tasted good
The king took his head
Left him broken, and dead
Bow down to the... bow down to the king!
Bow down to the... bow down to the king!
Bow down to the... bow down to the,
King left none living, none able to tell
The king took their heads, and he sent them to hell
Their screams echoed loud, in the place of their death
Ripped open they died, with their final breath
They hailed the king
The king of kings
Bow down to the... bow down to the king!
Bow down to the... bow down to the king!
Bow down to the... bow down to the king!
Into the dirt
This will be done
Now feel your fear
Their can be only one
Bow down! Bow down! Bow down to the...
Bow down! Bow down! Bow down! Bow down to the...
Bow down! Bow down to the... Bow down to the...
Bow down to the king!
Bow down to the...
Bow down! Bow down! Bow down!
The king is here
Now feel your fear
The king of kings
All hail, all hail the king
On your knees, on your knees for the king
The king of kings
There is only one
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