the Dark Kid

Tired, just plain tired. I wanted so much for this and I'm left with nothing. Desperate. I wanted it all, risk it all and fall without nothing at all. Blame it on me. I am at fault. I am that damn dumb. I am useless. I cannot be trusted with anything and everything. I don't know what I did wrong and my parents blame it on me. They never tell me anything and say I was in the wrong. I guess trying to avoid being at fault, but faults finds me. I don't know what will become of me in this world. I just wish to go soon.

Doing all the good I can in this world, never giving up hope. But everything and everyone sees me as a mistake. I try to bring justice but end up in prison for all the wrong doings you've done. Its better to die hero, but for me, I lived too long to see myself become a villain. I've been watching you, keeping and eye and watching your back. No one really appreciates that anyway. Its normal for humans to be blind. I don't blame them for it. No one is perfect. I am no one. No matter how much good I bring to this world, they chose to be evil. These people have not seen the light. For I bring darkness into each and every heart I touch.

I may not be what you expect me to be, I am never that important anyway. I'm just another face in the crowd and another piece of the puzzle in your world. It will not be complete without me. I may have change your life and made you think differently, change you perspective, your point of view. I wanted to do that, so you can see how much this world had poisoned you mind. I will stay up each and every night just to watch you sleep safe. This world has a lot to learn and so much change will come. For what ever the reason of change, it will not come without a sacrifice. I will not let that sacrifice be a soul of an innocent.

Just don't bother about me anymore. I will just be another boring guy. I will not be somebody. I will not make a difference. For the last 21 years of my life, I've change so much. I made so much of a difference. And for the next half of my life, I will stay hidden and will not make a move. Lets see how much the world will be without me.

I will not stand for all the money you cheat.
I will not hide from you when you want to meet.
I will not sit around to wait for the pot to heat.
I will not let you abuse power with greed.

I am...