Cross paths

Glitters filled the floor she stepped on. I was going down the escalator. My heart was beating heavily and my knees felt weak. I was nervous. There she was, as beautiful as ever. Nothing in the world can shine as bright as her. As so I feel deep down inside. The only one who can always make me shiver and freeze. I wanted to say Hi and even something more but I couldn't. We walked pass each other with just a wave and a smile. But that was enough to make my night a better one. I miss you. Thanks for making my teenage years worth living and thanks for bring out the best in me. You will always be, forever in my life, a morning motivation. Still remember I keep looking out for your bus to pass by, before going down and there again, we walked to school together. Remember the walk down the most memorial lane in my life. Even though we parted ways, I still regard you as the one who made me move on in life. Your words are still going strong in my heart. May you be forever bless and touch those lives you stepped into. I wish I can still thank you somehow, someway.

I just couldn't find the right words to say to you. I'm so sorry I wasn't even brave enough to say a word when we cross path. This path may never be cross again, I hope it will, some other day.

You know you drink too much coffee when...

* You answer the door before people knock.

* You haven't blinked since the last lunar eclipse.

* You just completed another sweater and you don't know how to knit.

* You have to watch videos in fast-forward.

* The only time you're standing still is during an earthquake.

* You can take a picture of yourself from ten feet away without using the timer.

* You're the employee of the month at the local coffeehouse and you don't even work there.

* Your eyes stay open when you sneeze.

* The nurse needs a scientific calculator to take your pulse.

* You're so jittery that people use your hands to blend their margaritas.

* You can type sixty words per minute with your feet.

* You can jump-start your car without cables.

* Cocaine is a downer.

* Your only source of nutrition comes from "Sweet & Low."

* You buy milk by the barrel.

* You go to AA meetings just for the free coffee.

* You walk twenty miles on your treadmill before you realize its not plugged in.

* Instant coffee takes too long.

* Your birthday is a national holiday in Brazil.

* You're offended when people use the word "brew" to mean beer.

* Your Thermos is on wheels.

* Your lips are permanently stuck in the sipping position.

* You have a picture of your coffee mug on your coffee mug.

* You can outlast the Energizer bunny.

* You short out motion detectors.

* You don't even wait for the water to boil anymore.

* Your nervous twitch registers on the Richter scale.

* Your three favorite things in life are... coffee before and coffee after.

* Your coffee mug is insured by Lloyds of London.

* Your first-aid kit contains two pints of coffee with an IV hookup.

Stress Management Advice

A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "how heavy is this glass of water?"

Answers called out ranged from 8oz. to 20oz.

The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it."

"If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance."

"In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management."

"If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on."

"As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden."

"So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work down. Don't carry it home. You can pick it up tomorrow. Whatever burdens you're carrying now, let them down for a moment if you can."

"Relax; pick them up later after you've rested. Life is short. Enjoy it!"

And then he shared some ways of dealing with the burdens of life:

* Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue.

* Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them.

* Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it.

* Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their Maker.

* If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague.

* If you lend someone S$20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it.

* It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others.

* Never buy a car you can't push.

* Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on.

* Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance.

* Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late.

* The second mouse gets the cheese.

* When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane.

* Birthdays are good for you. The more you have, the longer you live.

* You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person.

* Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once

* We could learn a lot from crayons. Some are sharp, some are pretty and some are dull, Some have weird names, and all are different colors, but they all have to live in the same box.

"A truly happy person is one who can enjoy the scenery on a detour.

HAVE AN NICE DAY !

Found Life

Friday was one of the good days coming back to life. I didn't had much time in office. At 11am, I was out and back to BRTC to setup for a meeting among the DC and Directors. After setting up, we went NTU to eat and there were sure alot of chinese girls there. OMG, so many many daaa..more than NYP. Took a jeep to go there, how cool was that. My 1st time taking a jeep. I rush to the Masjid and was surprise to see my cousin there. Met a whole lot of old people when I was back in BRTC. Things sure change a lot but some things never change.=)

After the Inter Unit Relay Run, macam F1 car racing laaa, I met up with Hairul, Nasir and Firdaus! Whooo! the P-unit is back together again. Everytime we meet up, sure got some cock to talk. Hairul was with his "Pedophile smile". Firdaus with his Mat Kelantan style talk, remember "Setarbak Kopi" LOL. Nasir always got this funny style of telling jokes that I will never know how he does it, but it makes me laugh all the time. We went to eat and went jalan2 at Jurong Point. There sure was alot of new shops there and banyak orang laa... Crowded with people as usual. I wonder how people can come Jurong Point and filling it up everyday. It will never be empty. Soon, time flies and we have to split but the 3 of them will always stay close to my heart.=) See you at office again Hairul.

My knee isn't doing so well after the bang. Left is hurt bad. Right is still okay. I can't run already. My knee just hurts. I'm so dead now. I need to find a cure for this.

I guess I finally out on the weekends. I went to Tampines 1 all by myself on early Saturday morning. Even then, there were people queueing up at Uniqlo. I don't know whats so great about the shop. -__-" Other than that, the day was very boring. Stayed at home and told myself to go out on Sunday at all.

Here I am, Sunday. Went out to go jalan2 at town. Found Anand to go out with. I was just walking around HMV, looking at CDs and somehow, I felt happy. I found a reason to live again. I love CDs. I love music. So many of it, I just have to go around and listen to every one of it. We then went to Borders and again, I was glad to see all the book around me. I wanted to buy all the comics too. Next week, I would want to visit a comics store at Bugis and check out the new Shopping Mall. Whooo! and maybe get a new game for my "collecting dust" Xbox. Man, I sure have something to look forward to.

Currently listening to QWERTY- Linkin Park. I still love Linkin Park.=) Totally love their music. Inspired by them and will always love Mike Shinoda's art work.

I'm so in love with the Vitagen Commercial girl. LOL, okay that was random. She is hot.

Nightmares

I had too many these days... I didn't know what struck me, but I'm having nightmares too often. I can sleep on one side, and waking up 180 degrees of my original position. Like from north and waking up south, east to west. I've been fighting too many creatures that are crawling out from my head.

Gargoyles, zombies, spiders, maggots, spirit reapers, orcs, pontianaks, vampires, werewolves...

Luckily there were no dragons.

the Wrong Bus

The dream began with me playing soccer at Kallang basketball court. I just finished my game of soccer and scored a wonderful hat trick and sweet victory for my team. I was making my trip back home and a friend of mine came from behind and ask me to accompany him home. He said he will pay for the bus trip. So I send him back, we talked on the bus. It was late, 10pm. So I told him I had to rush home since mum called me back. So i alighted a stop before his actual stop and cross over the road to take another bus. To my surprise, there we no bus for me to take from Potong Pasir back home. There was only bus 555. So the bus came and lucky me, it was heading for Toa Payoh.

When I boarded it, it was empty. No one was inside except for me and the bus driver. I guess it was late and no one would bother staying up late. So the bus made a move on, and soon after I realise I had not stopped for over a long time and it took a U turn to Macpherson road. I decided to stop at circuit road. I ask the bus driver, why he had not gone to Toa Payoh.

Bus driver: This bus don't stop at Toa Payoh. Can't you see its bus no. 666.

*shocked!*

I turn and look, there was no one. erm... So I alighted to see my old school of Macpherson Secondary. I soon find there were a lot of people alighting from the same bus. Not to worry, they are normal people. I was curious and thought it was only my imagination. It didn't bother my much at that point of time. I soon found that the bus stop had a jukebox installed. I decided to stop by and listen to some Jason Mraz songs. The headset was not even locked so I decided to steal it and put it inside my back. Now I wonder how I even got a bag with me. I soon turn to walk to the bus stop in front of Macpherson ITE. There were no busses that stop there!

So I was puzzled and confuse. So I went to walk and see what I can find. It was a ghost town. The clouds, dark as if it would rain soon. The place was very foggy and I can hardly see a thing. There were soft screams and a child crying. I try to see what is going on in there. I follow the trail of the voice. I soon met with a child inside a van. (I saw a child in a van crying in real life but decided to ignore him while I was on my way to work) I look and the child's eye turn black and turn blue. I ran as fast as I could. There was no looking back from that.

I find there we spiders crawling everywhere. Black widows and tarantulas were crawling all over. Creepy, they are my biggest fears at once. I ran trying to avoid all of them. Snakes we on the pipes of the ceilings. Non of them fell to the floor so I ran quicker. I decided to find someone that could help me. I couldn't find my phone and there is no way to call for help. My bad disappeared right after I kept the headset.

I took the lift to the 2nd floor when I met two teenagers. I followed them. They look relax as if they knew what had happen to this town. I asked them if they know what happen. silence. Tears followed after. They had no time to explain. The lift escalated to the 10th floor as if we were pulled by a force. The doors open. The two covered my eyes my I can smell and somehow found a way to see what happened. A man with his head out of his head with maggots crawling out. I jumped on the lift as hard as I could to make it go down to the 1st floor. I succeeded.

We ran only to find that we have disturbed a bunch of zombies who were resting. They ran towards us.( Left 4 Dead kind of zombies) We ran and ran. The two guys found a gun and began shooting their way out while I use my fist to punch my way through. There were so many of them.

I found my way through and saw a bus stop. I ran towards the bus stop. Before I could reach the bus stop, a bunch of pontianaks were chasing some people who survived the horrific town. Most didn't manage to survive after the pontianaks horrific scream. It was like a banshee I should say. I took my chance and ran. There was one chasing me but I manage to close my ears and block the scream. Guess what, its the headset I stole and it has noise cancelation. I was so glad I had it right in time. The bus came soon after , it was bus no. 334 and I boarded it. I made sure it was a bus to Toa Payoh this time.

I was totally breathless. I and I asked the bus driver, why he took a wrong turn and headed to the expressway. He said, we are going to Pasir Ris, not Toa Payoh. I was wrong again. And I ask him, what number? He replied, 444. I was in state of shock again. I can't believe I'm going to get into trouble and I have to work tomorrow! We reached Pasir Ris faster than I expected. I rushed to the MRT control station to tell them what happen. The guy was sleeping! I can't believe it. There was a man behind him and I called out to him. He turn and he don't seem to be doing so good. His face was pale and he told me that someone is calling out to me.

I turn and I found a spirit reaper. It was so dark, hallow. I couldn't explain my feelings back then, it was horrifying. I was scared to death. The dark soul, the death angel it seems. It tried to take my head but I dodge and ran. I fell from the slippery floor. My legs kicked its head while I was getting back up. I got back up and ran again. I ran and ran in fear. I was in great fear. I ran and ran and ran...

"fawze..bangun..(fawze, wake up)"-mum

My mum saved me. It was one out of 5 nightmares I had in this past week and each time I woke up, I found myself on the wrong side of the bed. I slept with my feet facing the door and I woke up with my head facing the door. Man, that was one story huh? I don't wish to have nightmares ever again..=(

Road to World Cup

Leading to the World Cup, I learn some Korean along the way...=P

Have you ever noticed that Korean is like English??

1) That's not right ........ Sum Ting Wong

2) Are you harboring a fugitive ........ Hu Yu Hai Ding

3) See me ASAP ........ Kum Hia

4) Stupid Man ........ Dum Gai

5) Small Horse ........ Tai Ni Po Ni

6) Did you go to the beach ........ Wai Yu So Tan

7) I bumped the coffee table ........ Ai Bang Mai Ni

8) I think you need a face lift ........ Chin Tu Fat

9) It's Very dark in here ........ Wao So Dim

10) I Thought you were on a diet ........ Wai Yu Mun Ching

11) This is a tow away zone ........ No Pah King

12) Our meeting is scheduled for next week ........ Wai Yu Kum Nao

13) Staying out of sight ........ Lei Ying Lo

14) He's cleaning his automobile ........ Wa Shing Ka

15) Your body odor is offensive ........ Yu Stin Ki Pu

16) Great ........ Fa Kin Su Pah

17) Give it to me baby ........ Suk Mai Dong

18) England will win the World Cup ........ No Fu Kin Wai

19) Who's been eating all the pies? ........ Yo Fat Wan Ka

I guess I should just stick with Malay.=)