Taking you

Sometimes I just don't know what I owe you. I will tend to forget a lot of things, easily. I'm becoming an English teacher. Had to correct a lot of mistakes everyday and typing out reports all day long. How long can I carry on like this? I've done it for more than a week. I've done more than 100 pages of report and I'm going crazy trying to understand their English.

Dream so much lately. Been loving my dreams rather than reality. Life is not complete without its challenges ehh? Funny thing bout my dream is that I keep dreaming of different girls every night. haha and thats cool eh? So many girls..so little time. And its very wierd la, I don't know what kind of games my mind is playing with me. But having lots of friends is betterI guess. But thinking more about it, its almost the same. More friends also difficult to ask them go out. Having a girlfriend, I don't think that will help either. I guess I just have to see how it goes.

Where should I start? Disjointed heart.
I've got no commitment to my own flesh and blood.
Left off alone, Far from my home.
No one to hear me to heal my ill heart
I...Keep it locked up inside!
Keep my distant from your lies.

Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace.