Monday, January 26, 2009

There's no 2 of you.

"I'm still reaching out for you
I'm still yearning for your return
I will keep loving you
Even though...
You're only my imagination"

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

What a wonderful day its been for me and everyone else. The year of the Ox is here.

Slept late to watch a boring draw between Liverpool and Everton. I was like scolding the TV because LIverpool keep trying out the same move which didn't work. I wish I was the manager.:P So hadn't had enough sleep and there goes mum, waking me up early in the morning just to be early at east coast. Fear that there will be no space for us to sit.

It was a hot hot day, thats all I can say. Played with my cousins. Tried a whole lot of new things today. I'm beginning to be positive to myself and say yes to almost everything. I should try to learn as much as possible and never give up. Well, I guess it paid off. I learn much from trying out. There's always a first for everything. Attracted so much attention today with people looking at me fall and nearly killed myself..haha

"Meski ku sedar
Rahsia kau dan dia
Ke butakan sebelah mata
Ku genggam bara
Masih ku cinta (terlalu cinta)"

What if one day, I ever have to do this. I don't know if I can live another second doing it. I need to audit PUB soon. Haiz, anyone want to help me. I just need one question a week. damn! Its sucha shitty job to do. I don't like to test people and how they do their work.

I feel like I'm always wrong sometimes. I'm letting people win without a fight. But I can always stop that. I can defend myself till the end of the game. Its weather I want to or not. Football is still the most beautiful thing in my life. I just wish to find something else.

"You can change your style, but you can never change who you are."

Everytime I see your name pops, it hurts me...alot. Somebody save me from myself. What if one day, I ever have to fight my fears, stop the world from destroying itself. Its a big role to play but someone just gotta do it. In life, we need to keep telling ourselves that we can. Say yes and believe we can. We know nothing but cry when we 1st landed on this world. But we can train our mind to learn and do things. Anything is possible.

I kept on thinking that she will come back. I wish she is still here. watching me live my life. I want her but she don't want me. Why so sudden ehh? I just want to see you again. I don't want to stand another day without you.

"I can only complete my perfect painting on the day I found you"


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