Champions Of Europe 2008

Yesterday night was one of my happiest nights yet. Spain Won the European Cup! While waiting for the match, had my very own time wasting as I played a few games of DotA with Hidayat, YJ and Nasir. When we finished our 3rd game, I was just in time to watch the finals. whooo!

Here's how the story goes...(click Play)

Today, I will just be slacking around the house, doing house cores again. Will be out soon to NTUC to help my mum carry the stuffs home. I think I would want to buy some crackers to eat.=) Now, I'm just waiting for my sis to get home. She brought a new disc driver and never told me about it. Then the person came in at 2pm while I was eating, my mum and bro were sleeping. I really feel abit angry but I relek only. I guess my sis forgot about it. The man was suppose to come ard 3pm- 5pm but he wanted to come early. He tried reaching my sis via HP but my sis HP can just throw away already. No one can reach her now. The best combo is this, I wanted to help her change but then she turned on her Comp and Locked it too! So how like that? She win already lor! Still got how? GG !

The quote of today is..."When I do something good, nobody remembers. When I do something bad, nobody forgets. " I guess people don't really appreciate what I've done. Ouh well, I will be gone soon, so nothing matters. I need a new life and thats what I will get. Goodbye to all those people who remembers me for all the mistakes I've done and thanks to those who never forget what I've done.

Part of Me

"Part of me won't go away, everyday reminded how much I hate it."

I wrote a short song, which is yet to be done. But I don't think i want to finish it. After some really motivating words for Ally, it lifted some hope and shown the light on me again. I believe the spark in my heart is still not shining as brightly as it should. I let so many people down. I was weak. Keep on talking about what have passed and have not moved on. Why am I like this? Love is blind. I don't want to feel this way. Dreams become nightmares. I couldn't sleep well. A bunch of assassins keep chasing me for killing a part of my self that I so much want to let go.

"Want to cut it out of my soul, and just live with a gaping hole.
Pride myself and taking control of the situation,
Responsible for it's creation.
Hang my head low cause it’s part of me,
You hardly see, right here in the heart of me.
Hurting me, the roots old scar,
New cuts over where the old ones are.
And now I’m sick of this,
I can’t stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity.
I’d rather not even be than the man that’s staring in the mirror through me."

I keep telling myself to move on, please move on Fawze. I really do want it. People keep telling me too. But no body said it was easy. Learning that skill. Letting go was never my strongest point, I wish it was my talent.

" I didn't realize, instead of setting it free ,
I took what I hate and made it apart of me.
You've become a part of me, You'll be always be right here.
You've become a part of me, You'll always be my fear.
I can't separate myself from what I've done.
Given up a part of me, I've let myself become you!"

So I will just hang around and find some things to do, to take my mind off missing you. Can I just have 4 minutes to save myself. What happen to the good old days when I can just go to the playground and dig so sand into my eyes and dig some dog shit and smell cats water. Who knows I might just find some treasure. Play rocket firecrackers and throw them up high and shock some old folks upstairs when it enters their living room. Or even go the field and kick some balls into the net and faking all of my friends, getting 50 cents for every lobang I get on them. Those days were the fun days.

This is the song i wrote, Its not finish yet. I call it....
The Joy
[verse 1]
He can never hide what have passed
His secrets hide behind his lies
No matter how hard he kept, no matter how hard he tries
The hurt and pain just cut through his pride
[verse2]
Everyone know what he's hiding inside
Everyone know whats happening at night
Everyone is asking if he's alright
Everyone thinks he still got all his might
[bridge]
All he ever wanted was to get rid of this hell
Well, all he's gotta do is stop kidding himself
[chorus]
There was a time and a place,when i saw your face.
Your smile was what i cannot erase.
There was a picture i kept,those feelings i felt.
Your smile never fails to make me melt.

Now I ask myself this, why am I so piss
of all the things you put me through
Makes me feeling more like you...

Soccer News
Spain beat Russia 3-0 to claim a place at the finals and a date with Germany or should I say destiny. All the best to Spain, I hope they beat Germans real good. =)

VoiceOut 2008

Yesterday was VoiceOut 08/09. It was an excellent first event as far as I can see. Even though there were some obvious last minute stuffs. For example, the banner don't look that great. The emcees were not really in-sync with their scripts. However, they did pretty well entertaining us, audience. I had a great time myself, but too bad there can't be any photography in the Theater For Arts this time around and it really sucks. I wish to take pictures of all the contestants as they did very well, individually, coming up on stage and giving it their all. But I'm sure they have a lot to learn about controlling that voice of theirs. Some had great control, and some just lost control. They need to get their movements and stage presence right.

Farhanah and Shahirah did great on stage. They were previous years winners and they certainly improved a lot since the last time they performed. I'm sure the contestants of this years VoiceOut will do the same. Just keep on trying and never give up.=)

I didn't manage to take any pictures inside the event, but I did too pictures outside the event. Great time talking to the EXCOs and my own batch. A lot changed since we left. There have certainly been alot of improvements and I'm proud of each and everyone of them.( tengok la saper train=P)

Anyway, the pictures can be found on my Multiply.
http://legendkiller.multiply.com/photos/album/43

Soccer Updates
Quarter Finals

Portugal VS Germany
2-3

Croatia VS Turkey
1-1
(Turkey win 3-1 on penalties)

Netherlands VS Russia
1-3
(extra time goals)

Spain VS Italy
0-0
(Spain win 4-2 on penalties)

I know the quarter finals are way over, but I just haven't updated in my blog for memories of Euro 08. Okay, yesterday was the Semi finals.

Semi Finals

Germany VS Turkey
3-2

Must say this match have been a 50-50 match. I watched but I thought Turkey had much control over the Germans. But somehow, Starhub broke down 3 times last night. So i didn't had a great 2nd half. I watch till the score was 1-1 and Starhub faced problems, so I decided to switch off the TV and see the results the next morning.
Goals coming from Bastian Schweinsteiger(27'), Miroslav Klose(79') and Philip Lahm(90') for the Germans while Ugur Boral(22') and Semih Senturk(86') got the goals for the Turks.

Next up, tonight will be Spain VS Russia. I will be going for Spain lifting the Euro 08 cup this year. Just 2 more steps for them but it seems like a heavy feat. Russia will be looking all out of revenge after their opening day 4-1 lost to Spain. Russia improved alot but I still believe Spain have enough depth and class to win the match and face Germany in the finals.

And next event will be BandzOut! whoo~ can't wait. Well, missed out a few things I wanted to say during VO, and didn't get to talk to her after the event as she went off early. Oh well, I believe no one else in the world miss her more than I do. And it will remain that way forever now. (I hope not=)

"We may live in the same country, same nation, same skin color, speak the same language and do everything the same, but you make me feel I came from a different world." -The only thing missing in my life.

Meeting With NS People

Actual plan was to go to Sentosa, play beach games, enjoy the sun, but end up having to just sit at Vivo city and watch the day go by. But it's not as boring as I thought, we had a lot to talk about. I really mean a lot.

Met Nasir, Hairul, Mervyn, Eileen and Kamal at Vivo city. I took same MRT as Hairul but I could recognize him at 1st but as soon as I saw his bag which is filled with sweet wrappers from last year, I confirmed it's him. Because no one else in the world does that. From the back, he looks different, much more buff and tough. But his shirt " Leave me Alone" tells me I shouldn't leave him at peace. First thing he did and I did was...okay, shouldn't say, but it hurt my chest man. Ouch! I know your body tough la, mine still got a lot of fats you know.

Me met Kamal along the way, before finally meeting Mervyn and Eileen. We walked to Daiso, Hairul told us what to bring and what to prepare. Nasir and me keep asking him questions, non-stop gitu, very kecoh. Then Kamal felt hungry, so he and Nasir went to buy LJS, then we finally settle down at one spot outside to eat and talk the whole day. It was great to see how much fun they had during their time there. Alot of advice to take note.

To end this, I would want to share something I learn from Hairul, and that is.."the String of F words." whooo! I can't remember fully, but I will try.

String of F* words
"Eh F*ck! F*cked up F*cking F*rker you!F*ck Off! "
"F*ck siaa.."

There you have it, try it on your Officer or Anyone around you and you might just get F*cked Up. -.-

Important Dates

Keep reminding myself of important dates, okay here it is.

25th June 2008- VoiceOut 08/09
26th June 2008- Euro08 Semi Finals 1
27th June 2008-Euro08 Semi Finals 2 ( AO return home)
30th June 2008- Euro08 Finals!
4th July 2008- Bandzout 08/09
8th July 2008- Enlisting to Civil Defence

Other than that, no more important dates as far as I can remember now. okay Halimah, I know 1st August is your birthday but too bad, I don't think I can give you big big surprise. See how kay? So what have I been up to lately? ermm..I've been playing DotA since this morning with Hidayat. After chatting the whole day with Erna and Sara. Ok, lets see, DotA, I remember getting piss off alot of times when I keep disconnecting from the game and we didn't get to finish our 1st 2 games when we were actually winning and having a good game. After that, we played random again and again. And I got Faceless Void! whooo!! I brought Power Treads(agility), Battle Fury, Butterfly, Vladmir's Offering, Hood Of Defiance and Radiance. That was my best game of the day. Killed Butcher many times. Was so glad and overjoyed every time I kill a hero. But Lina Inverse was feeding early game, so play cheat a bit.

Miss a few people who I wish to talk to now, like Mama, Joyyceee, *erm*...haha, I love the coconut game in the Showdown. My favorite game in the show. I love it when the coconut drop on their heads. Love the reaction of the celebrities. This point of the year brings back alot of memories, good and bad. And when it reaches 1st August again, it will be a day I would never want to go by. Just let it be and move on. But there is still a part of me that can't let go. I'm on with my life, but I will never really be that happy. Can someone just save me from myself. I'm swallowing myself each day and kill myself each night just to sleep.

" Don't you know I've tried,
I've tried to get you out my mind.
But it don't get no better, as each day goes by.

And I'm lost and confused,
I've got nothing to lose.
Hope to hear from you soon.

P.S. I'm still not over you "- Rihanna

Soccer news,
Transfer News
John Arne Riise had sign for AS Roma for 8million. Wish him all the best after serving Liverpool for 7 years. Inter Milan coach Jose Mourinho set to make his 1st signing, Mancini from Roma.

Euro 08 News
Defender Khalid Boulahrouz has left the Holland camp following the death of his prematurely-born baby daughter. =(
Group C
Italy beat France after goals from Andrea Pirlo penalty kick, which had Abidal sent off and a free kick from De Rossi. De rossi free kick made a terrible defection off Henry before making it to the net. Netherlands on the other hand beat Romania with a 2-0 victory. Goals from Hunterlaar and Van Persie seal their win. This means Netherlands win the group and Italy finish as runners up.
Group D
Russia beat Sweden in a dramatic game, 2-0. Goals from a returning Andrei Arshavin, who was suspended for the 1st 2 games. Another goal coming from Pavluchenko.Spain on the other hand beat Defending Champions Greece 2-1. Greece struck 1st on the 1st half through Charisteas. But Spain pull 2 back from Ruben De La Red and Daniel Guiza. Alonso made some crazy shots in the middle of the park. This makes it 3 wins in 3 games for Spain who qualify top of the group while Russia qualify as runners up.

After the group stage, this is how they stand;

Portugal VS Germany
Croatia VS Turkey
Netherlands VS Russia
Spain VS Italy

A Pet Needed??

Hairul! I got a Bug on my Hand, can i keep it??

I'm feeling so lonely. Just wish someone or something is right here beside me right now so I can hug to. I use to hug my bro when I need one. Well, I was thinking about a pet. Maybe a cat, a turtle, a hamster, anything. While waiting for NS, life can really be boring when your friends are all busy with their own stuffs.

Erna say her orange cat sits beside her while she's on the computer and i just wish I had one right now. She is so lucky to have three. My mum will never let me have my own pet. Maybe when I finally move out and have my own house, I would want to have a few pets around the house. A few snakes would be nice to get rid of the mice. A cow would be good, for daily milk supplies. A horse would be great to help me travel.

Life is great when you don't get sick. Get well soon cu. I've yet to fall sick, which is great! Loving It. Shukur Alhamdullilah...I hate visiting the doctors, they are so expensive to see.

Soccer news,
Group A
Portugal and Turkey made it pass the group stage. Can you believe it!!? Turkey made a remarkable come backs, falling 0-2 and coming back strong, scoring in the last 15 mins of the game. Nihat scored the 2 most important goals of his career.
Group B
Germany Ballack score a rocket of a free kick to put Germany through while Croatia made it a perfect 3/3 with a victory over Poland. Germany will next face the winner of group A, Portugal.

Group C and D is up next. Holland has qualified from group C and seeing Italy and France will fight for their place if Romania where to lose or draw. In group D, Spain has definately qualified. It's "sad" to see Hosts, Switzerland and Austria knocked out in the group stage. Defending European Champions Greece is also out. Now, I'm hoping World Champions Italy, out of the race too.

I would wake up every morning, with this normal routine of checking the results while chatting and greeting people in the morning. It would be follow up by Hidayat asking me to DotA.

"The sky opens wide, swallowing again.
Once I am inside, I'm lost and can't pretend
These pictures in my mind, are not a part of me.
These memories hold me tight, till I can hardly breathe."

You won't like me when I'm angry.

It is true, bad things happen when someone get angry. I just wish I could transform to a green monster and just destroy anything I see. The strongest superhero in marvel universe made it to the big screen again.

"If we let it go, we might never get it back."

Superhero or not, "Hulk Smash" anything in his way. Hulk is the strongest one there is. Nothing can stop the Hulk! But in this movie, Bruce Banner finally manage to control the Hulk somehow. I wish I can control the monster inside of me. " I rather be a brainless creature than a heartless monster." For this case, he is a brainless creature but a monster full of heart.=)
That was yesterday, today is a whole new story. I slept at 2am and woke up at 4am. Yes mama, you and B same, can't sleep. So went to play FM trying to get myself bored to sleep. I finnaly sleep at 10am. And guess what, I woke up at 3pm. First time in my life! And I'm already late for Faz's birthday party! I messaged Rabia told her I just woke up, bathe for 3 mins, did my prayers and rushed out of home. Met Acan at the river side, fishing with some Kallang bahru peeps. Still got time to talk a bit before going up to Rabia's place.

The birthday party was FUN!!! Eventhough I didn't know much about Rabia's friends. But they are a very funny bunch of people. I just kept on laughing while eating my breakfast. Can't believe Rabia can cook so good. And she cooked alot! until we can't finish all of it. Thanks Rabia, for the invitation and the food and the friends of yours tu, make me feel very welcome.

After that, went back down and meet Acan, talk about life and all those stuff. Mostly talking bout CD life. Got some tips from him, didn't get to join him for DotA though. I was broke after watching Hulk yesterday. It's always great to have friends living close to you. Can just go down and see so many people I know and ask them for help. Fishing was fun too. I grab a HUGE turtle and release it back to the river. We actually use a huge kind of net-cage which is actually use to catch crabs but end up getting alot of fishes and 2 turtles today. I wanted to bring home the turtle but I rather let it be free.

"Nothing in this world is ours. This life is temporary."

And soccer news, Spain have qualified to the knock out stages with a 2-1 victory over Sweden. Spain had most of the possesion. 1st half goal coming from Fernando Torres which was later canceled out by Zlatan Ibrahimovic. But a late strike from David Villa sealed the win!

Go Spain Go!!!

Adios Amigos!

Finally, this is what I saw at Suntec yesterday.(top view) I really miss playing in a musical orchestra. I miss Woodsville Angklung Orchestra(WAO). I miss the angklung peeps. I miss my kulintang and angklungs. I miss performing on stage. I miss holding my saxophone. This performance just remind me of what I use to do. And that is to perform music on stage in front of Million, and millions.=)

The Game

Rules of the game:

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people. Ok, Lets start:

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

I will think of commiting suicide. But I won't, just think about it.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

I would want to fly away and never come back.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?

In a castle, surrounded by mystical creatures. Eg. Dragons, Centaurs, Unicorns.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

Confused is not the word. I'm looking forward to what lies ahead of me.

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?

Sweet, Honest, Quiet, Mysterious.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Having someone to love can.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

I can wait forever. But I'm not sure of who I really love. I love my Mum!

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Find a new one to secretly like again. It's a fun game, trust me.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

Whenever I think bout her and what I've lost. I just wish I could talk to her again.

#11. Is being tagged fun?

Life is fun when you got friends around. I prefer being poke.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

I see myself as a hardworking man, supporting his family in what he do best.

#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?

Mum, dad, bro, sis. My friends.( too many to mention)

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

A sweet girl who always try to be nice.

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

Married but poor.

#16. What is the first thing you do every morning?

Switch on my laptop and " Good morning Mama!, Good morning Erna, Good morning Sara!..."

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?

Not until I get married.

#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

I will pick the one who needs me more.

#19. What type of friends do you like?

Melayu! I'm racist. Only a few other race friends really became my good ones. But I got more Malays!

#20. What would you do if someone wants to kick your butt?

I will scream around, tell my teacher, tell my best friend, tell everyone..and finally let him kick my butt.=)

And its your turn :
Erna
Idah
Fana
Halimah

Friends are Missed

To think about all I've been through in my 3 years in poly. I came out of it making a few great friends who are so called "G-we's" for life. Eventhough we are a big group altogether, I only consider a few of them the best.

Firdaus- The friend since day one of poly. Orientation day one, alight from bus and the 1st person I saw was him. We walked to school together without even saying a word. I notice him easily cause we were almost wearing the same thing, checked shirt, skater pants, skater shoes, sling bag. We had a lot in common, I didn't know then that we would turn out to be good friends and I would be going to poly everyday with him. That's right, 3rd year, we walked to school everyday. He's been great, use to be a quiet boy but open up during the "OGL days". A great friend to talk to and talk anything to him about girls and games. He will go.." eh hek!, lu gay ah mat. OK BABY!"

Hairulanuar- The anime' freak and abang emo. I didn't know him well at 1st and I actually don't like him at all. He was so like a mat and very proud of some kind. He attracts a lot of attention with his usual funny gestures. His clothings are so out of the world and I didn't think he was a nice guy. But he was hanging out with Fir all the time as they stayed near-by. I was kinda jealous at first as he got more friends then me and everyone prefers talking to him and he just wouldn't talk to me. But as soon as we were chosen to be EXCO's, he was one guy I will always hang out with. I don't know why, but we have alot in common than I thought. We can just talk about any thing and everything. The closest poke-kable friend I ever had. Can always hug him whenever I need one and he will go.." ehh, aper ni? gay ah kau.."

Nasir G- 1st know him during camp eagle. Tall, fit, enthusiastic. He got a lot more leadership and very commanding at times. He taught me how to stick by a friend and never let them down. He can easy "psycho" me to do anything he wants. I don't know why, but he is very influential in my life. He will also share his personal stuffs with me and I too to him. Its very easy to talk to him about personal stuff and he will never fail to cheer me up. Thanks Sir. You will always stay in my heart as one of those who changed my life. He taught me to be a leader. He cheer me up when I'm down and never fails to make me smile with the slightest littlest things he say.He will often say this few words.." Yessaa, Baik Dok!, POwer, Maner Bolehh.."

Kamal Hakim- The friend who I can trust, depend and can always rely on. He is very confident in anything he do. His confidence makes me confident too. He keep doing things that will fail but he always think that he will succeed. He was the one who taught me that, it's okay to try new things and fail at the 1st try, at least you tried and have fun in the process. He has brought me forward in life and brought me to my next level. He has this few words he likes to say.." Aiseyy, Great, ahhh, tu laa"

The high confidence Fawze is here. May life bring challenges I shall face and beat them all down. I know no matter what, these new friends I brought from my Poly experience will always be there to back me up, they change my life forever.And I'm definitely a better person now. I will see you all soon.

Impress, Impact, Inspire

This is the EXCO pledge:
In exellence, we the EXCO will impress those who know us impact those who are with us inspire those who follow us and a midst the challenges we stand as one.

I've brought it through the rest of my life. I would remember it in what ever I do. I really want to change peoples life no matter what. I know I have been a great impact in many lives and I want to continue doing it. Though I won't be seeing my friends that often now, all 32 of you, I know you guys have really changed my life. For my seniors, who have groomed me to be a better person. For my juniors, who have given me a chance to change their life, I thank all of you. I'm really blessed to have all of you in my life.

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift.

And my family, who have been great, my cousin who stick by me when I'm feeling down, It don't matter your age, you still understand how I feel. How amazing. Its Gods gift. I'm really thankful. Alhamdullilah. To explain more, this is my cute little cousin. She just came to me naturally when I was just sitting alone, she grabbed a chair and sit beside me. So i decided to take a video of her.

Cute ehh?

Well, she is special i guess.=)

KungFu Panda

Went out with Kenny, Julian, Yat and 2 more girls, one of them is Yat's Girlfriend and her Friend.
We went to watch Kung Fu Panda at AMK Hub. The show is very nice, I laughed all way throughout the whole show. Its really funny but it was a 1hour 30 mins show. Too short but really worth watching again.

" One often meets his destiny on the road he tried to avoid "-Master Oogway

I couldn't remember the whole phrase but that phrase is really familiar. It was on Nanny Joyyceee pm once.There are alot of things Master Oogway said on the show that are so true and wise.

" You just need to believe"-Master Oogway
" There are no such thing as accidents"-Master Oogway

Ouh, by the way, Master Oogway is a turtle. Po is the Panda. It's so cute and funny. This show teach me that its ok to be fat. The secret is Nothing. You just have to believe in yourself. Sorry for all the spoilers. I will not say all the funny parts of the show as there as just too many. I rate this show as 3.7/5. Because it is too short.

Could do better

First of All, I would like to wish a happy 20th Birthday to my Buddy, Cheryl Lim Mei Ting.I'm sorry I couldn't wish you earlier. Was busy with some stuff on weekends.

Secondly, to my Nanny, Happy 19th Birthday Nanny Joyyceee. Baby only 2 years old, you 19 already. So fast eh!

I'm still tired from helping in my cousins wedding since Friday. My hands and arms are just killing me. My shoulders hurt badly and my knee ain't helping me much. Thanks to my cousin who dropped me on the concrete floor making me land on my knee. And thanks for not letting me sleep well mum. You don't want go home never tell me. Make me wait all night and left me hungry at home with no food at all.

I woke up today feeling damn piss off. After all the things that happen. It was the start of Euro 2008 yesterday and I watched the whole night while waiting for mum. I watch and watch until I finally slept to death. It felt as I just started to sleep when my mum woke me up again just to ask where my EZ link card is. I didn't want to respond, so I just ignore, but she keep bugging me, so I just say my wallet. I thought she would have known where it is since I never took it out.

So I continue to sleep until mum called me up again to ask me bring my dad's medicine and ask if bro woke up or not. And why does it always have to be me to do all the work? Can I just be lazy?

So that's what I did today. I became lazy. Everyone ask me help, i just try to be lazy as much as possible. My mum ask me to eat, I also lazy. And by the way, I wanted to wear white today, as it is a happy occasion, but I couldn't find my clothes so I wore black. More emo. I think mum hide it somewhere, but I just couldn't find them. I was damn angry that I couldn't find my clothes anywhere. I mean, why wouldn't mum just put it at my closet so I can wear it whenever I want? All that's in my closets are my event shirt. All my nice shirts, my mum threw it somewhere secret, it will only come out when I ask for it.

So sorry I have to act this way today, but I wasn't feeling well in and out. Sorry everyone I have to bring everyone down like this. And stop asking me if I'm feeling hot when I wear black, I have no choice! And stop asking me why I wouldn't do anything today, I decided that I should do what I want, when I want to do it. It's totally unfair that only bro get to do that and no one say a damn thing. I am not a slave nor am I your servant. Say whatever you want about me, keep talking while I'm walking away. okay, I'm sick of this.

I just need my rest. More DotA and Euro08 will certainly help.

the Search for a CareBear

Went out with Hidayat today, in search of a pink Care Bear. The one with hearts on the tummy. In the morning, 1st thing i did was to on my computer and play Cabal. Wished some people a good morning before doing so. Then Hidayat came on, and asked me out to search for the care bear.

So, after finishing 2 quest of Cabal, I went on to play DotA with Hidayat and played Pokemon Tower Defense later on. It was super lag as our Pokemon are at high level. Didn't get to build what I wanted but we still won anyway. After finishing the game, we thought we would still be able to make meet at 2:30pm, but then something came up and I had to stay on abit longer to settle some stuff. I know I would be late, so I just message Yat about it. It turned out Yat was also late. -_-"

Yat asked me to meet at City Hall MRT station but he called me later on to say that we're going to Sommerset instead. more -_-". I wasted some money for MRT and bus fares along the way. We went to eat at KFC. We ordered buddy meal as usual, and Yat forgot to change to cheese fries so he had to eat mash potatoes. But the fries was so hard! and the Burger too, the bread I mean.

After that, the search begin, but it didn't take long to find it though.-_-" I find the carebears so cute la!
"I want to blue one, the one with the moon on the tummy"-Fawze
" Ahh..okok, serious you want? I only getting the Pink one for my Girlfriend"-Yat
" Next time kay? I want the big blue one"-Fawze
OKay..That was so gay. They package the carebear so cute la. The paper bag got a heart shape and can the inside, the care bear face-_-" Everyone was looking at what Yat was carrying cause its so cute. I wish I could hold it. But end up, I held some Donuts we brought along the way. I swear I heard the aunty saying, " Six for three dollar", when what she actually wanted to say was, " Six for seven dollar". Me and Yat was so..pekak (death).

We went to play Lan Gaming after that.( $1.50 per hour) We played for 3 hours, 3 DotA games, 5v5. Won all of it. I played Nerubian Assassin, Keeper of the Light and Centaur Warchief. It was so damn fun. I killed most hero for the 1st game, then killed the most creep for the 2nd and died many times for the 3rd due to tiredness.

Great day, hope to have another outing again, maybe with Firdaus. He is missed la, hope his mum gets well soon.=)

Too Many Pratas

I'm just done eating 2 kosong and 1 telur again. Yes, you saw it right, " again ". This morning, I ate 2 kosong and 1 telur roti prata. Since, my brother didn't want his prata, so mum asked me to eat them all. So now after finishing all of it, I feel prata-ish. I never ate so much prata in my life. I don't ever want to eat this much ever again.

And my tongue hurts. I dunno weather it's because I bite myself or it was the new toothbrush my mum brought for me. Anyways, I can see blisters and it looks like my tongue is being torn at 3 different places. Yes, it hurts at 3 different places. Left, right and middle. Its hard for me to find a comfortable spot so that my tongue won't touch my teeth.

Anyways, I was suppose to meet up with Firdaus and Hidayat for our Lan Gaming session but it was canceled since Fir's mum was sick and he couldn't leave his mum alone at home. But I still played DotA with Hidayat. I just realize that the game lags on the afternoon but not at night, I wonder why. Hidayat also gave me this link to some funny videos. Click links below to view:

Stupid Crane Games

Stupid Tetris

Its a Japanese show, I thought I wouldn't understand, but guess what... give it a chance and you will laugh your ass out. Well, at least I know I did.=)

The Lost Numbers

Today was a pretty bad day for me.
I was suppose to go meet Kenny and Julian at Suntec at 2pm to change my account Pin no. Simply cos i lost my Pin no.

So woke up early morning, 930am, and waited till 1pm for my mum to come home. She then called home at around 1pm plus to say she is coming back and asked what I want for breakfast. Then, I know I will come late to meet my friends. So i quickly SMSed Kenny to tell him that. So, that made me piss abit, cos I'm just not use to coming late.

Next, I reached there at 2:22pm which was early since i told Kenny I would reach at 2:30pm. So we went up to level 3, @club(asiasoft) to change my pin no. I gave this cute girl my student card(admin card) and she told me that she couldn't change my pin no. since she needs my IC instead as she needs the bar code. -_-"So back home I was to retrieve my IC and went back to Suntec. After that, there was still a S$5 charge for changing the pin no. Since this incident, I will never want to lose my pin no. again.

At least I grabbed some free DVDs while I was there and the girl was pretty nice. So it wasn't so bad after all.

2nd day of Editing

All is well. I'm still editing this new blog. It is not my 1st actually.
I had a blog last time, which I didn't edit at all since I'm not good at html.
But now, I will try to read and understand html better and try to blog.

Practice makes perfect right?

Back to editing more again. Thanks for the comments and tags made by the people 1st on my blog.
I never had much motivation to do this. But someone inspire me. Thank you Ernawita Binte Hamidon. =)

PS: I know you don't like to see your full name there, but I like. -_-

A New Blog Is Born

I always wanted to blog, but just don't have time for it.
I always wanted to learn to blog.
This is it. After graduating for NYP, I finally start my very own blogspot.
I know it's kinda old, but your never to old to start new things
Let the challenges come as they will, I just have one thing to say.

It's time to get my game ON!