Could do better

First of All, I would like to wish a happy 20th Birthday to my Buddy, Cheryl Lim Mei Ting.I'm sorry I couldn't wish you earlier. Was busy with some stuff on weekends.

Secondly, to my Nanny, Happy 19th Birthday Nanny Joyyceee. Baby only 2 years old, you 19 already. So fast eh!

I'm still tired from helping in my cousins wedding since Friday. My hands and arms are just killing me. My shoulders hurt badly and my knee ain't helping me much. Thanks to my cousin who dropped me on the concrete floor making me land on my knee. And thanks for not letting me sleep well mum. You don't want go home never tell me. Make me wait all night and left me hungry at home with no food at all.

I woke up today feeling damn piss off. After all the things that happen. It was the start of Euro 2008 yesterday and I watched the whole night while waiting for mum. I watch and watch until I finally slept to death. It felt as I just started to sleep when my mum woke me up again just to ask where my EZ link card is. I didn't want to respond, so I just ignore, but she keep bugging me, so I just say my wallet. I thought she would have known where it is since I never took it out.

So I continue to sleep until mum called me up again to ask me bring my dad's medicine and ask if bro woke up or not. And why does it always have to be me to do all the work? Can I just be lazy?

So that's what I did today. I became lazy. Everyone ask me help, i just try to be lazy as much as possible. My mum ask me to eat, I also lazy. And by the way, I wanted to wear white today, as it is a happy occasion, but I couldn't find my clothes so I wore black. More emo. I think mum hide it somewhere, but I just couldn't find them. I was damn angry that I couldn't find my clothes anywhere. I mean, why wouldn't mum just put it at my closet so I can wear it whenever I want? All that's in my closets are my event shirt. All my nice shirts, my mum threw it somewhere secret, it will only come out when I ask for it.

So sorry I have to act this way today, but I wasn't feeling well in and out. Sorry everyone I have to bring everyone down like this. And stop asking me if I'm feeling hot when I wear black, I have no choice! And stop asking me why I wouldn't do anything today, I decided that I should do what I want, when I want to do it. It's totally unfair that only bro get to do that and no one say a damn thing. I am not a slave nor am I your servant. Say whatever you want about me, keep talking while I'm walking away. okay, I'm sick of this.

I just need my rest. More DotA and Euro08 will certainly help.