Wishes
I want the following week to end quickly and get the post I wanted. POP oh! I want to feel useful and wanted by everyone. I want to care for people again. I feel that I don't really care that much anymore. I want someone to rely on cause I don't really know who I can rely on when I need someone. I always think twice before really talking to someone. I think I'm lost and need a guide. I want to get rid of one of my bunkmate who always irritate me with his lies and all the things he do to make people hate him. I don't want to keep quiet about this and keep it all to myself. It's been hurting, a lot. I want to get out of BRTC soon. I want to be fit again. I want her to be okay again. I don't want to see her hurt. I want her to talk to me again. I want to know how she is doing. I want new songs. I want to learn how to fly. I want to eat good food and not camp food. I want an outing soon.( been staying home for 3 weekends). I want to see my friends again. I want a new cap. I want a holiday. I need a break. I want Liverpool to Win EPL this season. I want Fernando Torres to be top scorer. I want Man U to fail. I want to be best in platoon. I want a new lifestyle. I want some new clothings. I want a new watch. I want freedom. I want a packet of tissue paper. I want a glass of water now. I want to eat. I want to talk to the people I care about. I want more time with my laptop. I wish I will be better soon.
Hits
Fernando Torres Hits the Sunderland Net on 83' min. I got top in class for CPR. Nearly perfected the art of "Kiss of Life". I found myself in nanny blog. Nice of nanny to blog about me. I want to talk to her more on msn. Nice goal from Everton's Mikel Arteta, superb free kick. I'm so happy the new EPL season is up and running again. No more boring nights. DotA is great as I'm doing better each and every game I play.
Misses
I miss having long hours for myself. I miss the SIT club room. I miss Mervyn's guitar. I miss playing music on my laptop and being a Deejay. I miss her, too much. I miss talking in front of everyone. I miss acting. I miss performing on stage. I miss making people laugh. I miss being fun. I miss Halimah( force to say). I miss my buddy, playing ChiKoPak. I miss going out. I miss having dates. I miss taking pictures with Za"Gay"Ty. I miss singing along with Kamal. I miss adding fun to funny in Hairul's joke. I miss riding Nasir's bike. I miss working out with Firdaus. I miss eating with my friends. I miss having candle light breakfast with Weishan. I miss walking back from school with Rozi. I miss sitting beside Yuan Ching in lecture. I miss irritating Alvin Lee. I miss cheering on Liverpool with AO and fight with Kamal about Football. I miss Anand's call and Acans place. I miss playing cards with them at the void deck. I miss playing soccer everyday and everynight. I miss scoring alot of goals for my team. I just miss hitting the ball. I miss the sweet voice of my Ex. I just miss long hours talking to her. I miss having conference with friends. I miss using the house phone. I miss watching Wrestling. I miss going out everyday to buy and trade cards. I miss Al-Amin( a good old friend since Kindergarden, where did you go?:( ) I miss sliding the the side railings. I miss singing to myself and think I actually sound good. I miss everyone and everything I use to know.
Summary: I'm a new person and miss the old me. I wish for so many things that I will never get. There are hits and misses in life, someone please help me count my wishes and misses and compare it to my Hits.=)
Sunday, August 17, 2008
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