Stress on my back

Been such a hectic week for me right after my one week break. Its like everything thats not done is on me now. All the left over work is on my shoulders and its starting to hurt my back. I got this whole list of work to do and I don't think I would give anyone else to do it cause my 'juniors' are not yet trained to do it. So there I was having a lot of problems in office and not to mention the problems I have out of it.

Okay lets list out the things I kena'. Ermm. I was caught for having long hair and was force to cut and show the next day. Kena urine test cause they scared I might be taking drugs cause eventhough I sick and dying, I seem to come to work everyday and don't seem to be tired. But I am tired and I don't take drugs. I'm just superhuman sometimes.  I was force to march as the 'penanda' for a few or should I say multiple times for failing to march properly. I was to design and do a layout for the office and redesign everything. Like become Interior designer already. I got like 5 reports to do in one day and its not those short short ones and I ask my 'junior' to do also useless, more mistakes and more headache for me. I printed like 3 cartons of paper which is like 500 per stack and 4 stack in one carton..adds up to 6000 paper used in 2 days that I did printing. superly crazy amount I should say. That does not include the other times I made mistakes and print and print like no body business.

And this amounts to such great amount of stress and on Thursday, I woke up in the morning feeling a bit down. Then I sneeze and guess what. My whole body was paralyzed for a moment. I could feel my lower body. After a while, I felt a huge pain on my spine. I think I dislocate my nerves somewhere. It really felt like my kidney had gone somewhere else and it really hurts until now. Had a hard time walking and my leg is so hard to control as it don't want to even move sometimes. Its really weird but I at least I can move it most of the time. Thank god.

I hope this pain goes away soon and without seeing any doctor. I hate seeing doctors.-__-"

Liverpool VS Real Madrid! Juande Ramos VS Rafa Benitez! Raul VS Gerrard! Reina VS Casillas! Diarra VS Mascherano! Guti VS Alonso! Cannavaro VS Carragger! Higuain VS Torres! I can't wait!!!=)

Okay enough of that, if you ask me how life is now, I would say its really boring. Too much work over my head. I need something, I think I need someone. But kinda think about it again, why would I? The missing part of me is still missing I guess. Let it be, for now...