Facebook is fun!

Done 3 cards for 3 special people in my life, don't want say who la. hehe. Actually they are just Hari Raya cards. Maybe cos I've done so many bad things to these people... I don't know. Just feel like sending cards out this year. If all is good, I will continue doing it next year. How exciting!?=.=I'm kinda tight though, I don't know people's address. Email address I know la, but then getting peoples address is not easy. I guess I'm lucky these people gave it to me.

Today I read a few good jokes on the intranet. I can't believe people put it up. I will post it up tommorow if I can remember them. But they are just so funny I laugh my heart out and have to put my heart back in while putting my lungs back in the correct order.

Been facebook-ing alot lately. Some of the games are very addictive. Some people just don't know when to stop ehh? You kill me, I kill you. You poke me..I super poke you. The cycle never ends. I kinda stop Friendster since my account is like turning crappy. Been adding people I don't know and its been turning very risky. I just have to make my profile private now. But facebook, facebook is fun! Hope all of you switch to facebook and join to be a gangster like me!

One more day to hari raya! lalala..=)

Private Blog?

More and more people are making their blog private. I've been thinking of living a private life too, a private friendster, a private facebook, a private blog, even my rank is Private. hehe.

I don't know. Its just because anakku and cucuku got a private blog now, I was thinking of a change too. Get rid of unwanted readers I should say, cause I really don't know who's reading my blog and it could be dangerous for me especially when I'm saying all the things I shouldn't.

It really makes my day when I go back home, knowing there's still people who remember me. My mum, dad. love them both! My friends, eventhough your far away in physical distant, you still remain close to my heart. Today is just another usual day at work, my officer, seniors and even the director is on leave. Not say all of them are on leave, they are just not in. So I'm left alone in office waiting for people to command me around. So I tried my best to stay low and do my own thing, act busy.=)

I guess being an Audit Assistant 1 makes me the number one target in office since the other Assistant job is more relax. I do have alot more to do. But I guess thats just another challenge, another obstical in life and I will just have to run in down like I always do. Face it, no use running away from it right? I'm really looking forward to a fruitful year ahead.

Ouh yes, I'm really in the mood to celebrate my birthday now. I've been thinking alot about it, even did some planning myself. Since my birthday falls on a Sunday this year, Yay!, I've been wanting to plan my own Birthday party, 1st time ever. I'm going to be 21 this year! No wonder my cucu say I'm old kan? Thats the usual boocu' I have.hehe, glad to have her around still, brightens up my day, any day.

And here's a littel something I saw which kept me thinking...

If condoms had sponsors, they would be lable like...

Nike- Just Do It!
Pringles- Once you pop, you can't stop
KFC- It's finger licking good.
M&Ms- Its melts in your mouth, not in your hand.
Energizer- It keeps going & going & going...

=P good day!

Cheers, Bears & Tears,
PTE Fawze
Audit Assistant \m/[-__-]\m/

Why are blondes dumb?

Here is a short story I read somewhere that made me smile yesterday. There were a few but this was the one I remembered best.

____________Start___________

A blonde walked into the library and walk up to the librarian. She complain to him that the book she borrowed had no stories, too many characters. The librarian answered, " You must be the one who took our phone book..."

-__-"

___________End___________

Thank you. Off to napping. Hope today I will get more sleep than yesterday. Miss the people.=)

Amnesia

I finally declare myself empty. I don't have any much files left with me. Both my HDD broke down and I'm left with nothing. It's kinda sad...ok..im feeling very very sad..I'm depress. All my work in NYP, all the photos, all the music, the videos...All the memories. I couldn't have ask for a better "new" beginning. Ya right, new beginning with no memories of the past to look back upon. How sad is that? VERY.

I guess life moves on, I guess I can't show my children or grandchildren what I do when I was at this stage of my life. But I guess they won't even care. At least I still have this blog now. But kind to think about the positive side, I won't bring those stuff when I finally pass... But it's very sad to not be able to look back to the past and I'm only left with the present and the future. If I ever suffer "Amnesia" in my life, at least now I experiencing it once.=) I don't want to remember anything now so it won't hurt but not remembering anything hurts even more, *my head ouch*. haha

Can anyone save me? I need those lost files back=(

Sweet Victory at Anfield

No Torres, 2nd Half Gerrard. Liverpool still managed to win it 2-1! weee~ so happy, jump jump for joy-ce. luckily didn't trip and fall down.=)

Went to Bazaar Geylang today, packed place as usual. I just went to get my stuff as quickly as possible and get the hell out of there.Waited like half an hour just to get putu piring for my mum and dad. haha

Currently listening to Lonely September- Plain White Ts. I'm just remember what happen last year and it was during this time of the year, I listen to that song the most. For those of you who know what happen, you know why eh. Saw her and ran far far away that day, didn't manage to shop finish though. I want to continue shopping next week. Anyone wanna tag along? hahaha, but must be patient with me k. Yat and Kin know why la ehh..

Ouh, before I forget, here is the picture I drew while I was serving NS in the office. so bored, i drew and even colored it. Thats all for now.=)

Brain Booster

Life in SCDF HQ is great, I've learn a lot of thing by myself and have a lot of time for myself and reading newspaper. I even have a new hobby now, and that is doing Sudoku! Saper ntah give me idea to try out sudoku ehh..you know yourself who you are. So I told myself, I'm going to start a new life and thats what I did. I try out a lot of new things and see new things I've not seen before. I begin to look life in a different point of view.

This world is not always as round as many of you think. Ouh well, I didn't know where I came up with that concept. I found somthing intresting in the newspaper some days back. I learn that we shouldn't just eat to fill our stomachs or get rid of hunger, we must eat with a purpose and that is to keep ourself fit and improve ourselves. Here are some tips on what you should eat to boost up your low IQ brain.

1. Fish
An excellent source of omega-3 fatty acids which are essential for brain growth and function.

2. Eggs
A great source of protein. Egg yolks have high amount of choline( a nutrient in the B vitamin family) Helps in memory development. By the way, soft boil eggs are the best.

3. Nuts( Avoid ground nuts)
Vitamin E & are a source of antioxidants that protect the membranes of brain cells againts free radicals.

4. Colorful vegetables
High level of antioxidants that will help keep the brain cells strong and healthy

5. Wholegrains
Provides gradual release of glucose that the brain needs to function due to the fibre regulating its release. It also contains vitamin B.

6. Berries
High level of antioxidants, help prevent cancer. 7. Beans


Energy from protein to complex carbohydrates which are good. Brain food.

8.Yogurt
Protein, vitamin B, D for brain tissues and neuro-transmitters.

There you have it people, remember to eat and not diet yourself. Later you become stupid how? m my fault? And Halimah, I forgot what I wanted to blog about you laa, see la, I think I need more brain food.

Anyways, I just want to thank Hidayat and Ashikin for being so patient with me just now. And thanks for the company, hope to see you soon. And yeah! Tonight is the Liverpool and Manchester Utd match!! come on LiverpooL!!! Hoping for a Keane goal that was promise by Aleef. Anyway, I drew a picture of my hero, Fernando Torres, will scan and show it soons.=)

Thank you very nice.

Yesterday I hold no Apologies, Tomorrow I hold no Answers

Been sick since Friday, but I'm feeling a lot better now. Alhamdulillah. Down with a cold, I think its because of the rain. Been very cold in office. I must stay in office from 8am to 6pm everyday and I'm just getting use to it. Or might be infected by my colleague who was sick before me and came to work even though he is sick. Thanks ah.

So here I am at home, resting at home and sleeping a lot lot lot. On Friday was the worst day of the cold, I keep on sneezing like there's no tomorrow. And water keep flowing down my nose. Ewww right? Yes and I felt better on Saturday and it's not so bad now. Okay, even when I'm sick, I will try my very best to learn something at work. I will try not to act sick. So I learn some faxing, paper shredding and a bit of the report. I did pretty well I guess.

I also manage to read some of the emails in the account. Its funny what you can find in there. There were titles like Indian Zidane headbutt. Where Zidane was able to come flying with a headbutt on Matterazzi or Matterazzi came off twisting and turning after the headbutt. It was kind of over exaggerate but I guess its good humor. Then I found email on how to learn Japanese easily. So I learn some Jap on my own. I don' remember all of the main, but I will try my best.

1. What do you call a heartbroken Jap?
Hatikukecewa
2. What do you call a dirty minded Jap?
Otakukoto
3. What do you call a flat-chested Jap?
Tetekurata
4. How about a Cheeky Jap girl?
Ichibawa

LOL, okay, some of you don't understand, cause its in Malay actually. Then I also read the organiser notebook. I found some very strong phrases. I realize most of them are about believe in something and you can do it.

"Blessed are those give without remembering & take without forgetting."

"A great pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do."

"Optimism is a foundation of courage"

"Don't judge those who try and fail, judge those who fail to try."

"Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around."

"I have learned to seek my happiness by limiting my desires, rather than attempting to satisfy them."

The last two really touch me, its nice to read these nice phrases, they are strong words by strong people. Well, I guess I should keep to the guild lines given to me and do what is right and move on with life. I hope to see my friends next week, I really miss you all.

1st day at HQ SCDF

Yesterday, I finally got to know what I will be doing for the next year and 10 months. What SQD do is we do compilation of audits reports. There are mainly 2 parts. Audits and Plans Branch and Service Excellence Branch. I'm in the APB. What I'm told is i will be taking over this guy name Ishak. He is like my senior and he is a very nice guy. Then some of the people I will be working with is Isaac, Farhan so called Jim. The reason why we call him Jim is because he looks like earthworm Jim. Its funny, he really looks the same.
His eyes, mouth..facial feature. It really looks the same. I was introduce to the director, my reporting officer soo after that. Everyone is very friendly. I hope this is a good sign of things to come. I hope they will be very easy to work with.=)

I've change my mindset for NS. I think I should make full use of NS and make new friend and be friendly to everyone. I think I've not been a very nice person. They should be given a chance to at least get to know me more and I should talk more often. I feel real down when Im not talking or doing anything useful.

So anyways, today is another day and I will be getting my no. 3 uniform today, hopefully. And no jams for today, please. Eventhough its quite near and all, its always jam at Macphersons road. Take care and miss you all who've been away for so long.=) hope to see you all soon. Saturday meet?

Posted Out of CDA

I finally come to the end of my clerk course. I'm posted out to HQ CD in SQD( Service Quality Department. I still not sure what it is yet or what I must do. but I guess it sounds pretty cool. I checking quality. Now I got a problem. I don't know and am not sure on how to go there tomorrow.

Today is a very challenging day for me, especially keeping myself awake. I've not been having enough sleep but I guess its a very common thing among all Singaporeans nowadays. Where got time right? Still fasting and I keep getting mad over small things. My certificate is spelled wrongly. I can't believe they change my name into something else and still say I didn't check properly. I guess the standard is just not there. Ouh well, what to expect, I am serving NS after all. I never really looked up at NS in my life. I keep looking down on them as they are never good for anyone and everyone.Being in uniform really sucks. I just have to appear good in it. And one stupid thing is that I had to give up my seat to this old lady and a man came to sit instead. What happen to all the gentlemen in the world? Please la guys, I am sure you guys are not blind but this is totally unacceptable. can?

And those of you in trains, the priority seats are usually taken up by those not needing to sit. And I just have to see those poor old lady standing up and the one seating trying very very hard not to look. What is happening to this world? Where is the love? And people pretend to care?Why? Humans? Imperfect? bull shit. Selfish people. Grow up. I don't want to see this again. This just makes me mad, upset, unhappy, dissapointed and all down and depress. I wish I could change the world. But people, please open your eyes and see the world. A bit of initiative will really help. Thanks=)

Bob & Shanker

Today marks the 1st day of Ramadan. It was all good. Got use to not eating very easily. I guess I have to keep this up for another 29 days. I wanted to be a better person and reflect on myself on how I can improve myself. I guess I should be more sociable to begin with.

I started the month trying to be just like that. I went back to camp with a positive attitude, trying to make friends. We had power point test and it was too easy for everyone. We then had power point presentation where we had the most fun.

Bob and Shanker just can't stop disturbing each other. Bob, if you don't know, is the biggest and tallest person I have ever seen. He have many nicknames like Bob, Bob AJ, and most well known as Ikan Paus which is a malay word for Whale. Should call him Ikan Paus Biru la..for Blue Whale. He is so huge that his stomach covers his belt.

Shanker is an indian we love to disturb cause he can take jokes. He will also disturb people. A very easy going person I should say. And he keeps making funny noises like when he sing those hindu songs. Bollywood betul ahh...

So today's joke was that Shanker did a powerpoint slide about Bob. During Bob's presentation, he showed a softer side of him, saying he is a good boy and all. then Shanker said this.." Every side of Bob also soft." that made me laugh like crap. Then when it comes to Shankers presentation, he only have 4 slides out of 12. 8 of them were deleted, by you know who and Bob just sits there ans smile like nothing happen. Its so cute to see them both together pinching each other.

I hope tomorrow is another good and fun day at office.