Posted Out of CDA

I finally come to the end of my clerk course. I'm posted out to HQ CD in SQD( Service Quality Department. I still not sure what it is yet or what I must do. but I guess it sounds pretty cool. I checking quality. Now I got a problem. I don't know and am not sure on how to go there tomorrow.

Today is a very challenging day for me, especially keeping myself awake. I've not been having enough sleep but I guess its a very common thing among all Singaporeans nowadays. Where got time right? Still fasting and I keep getting mad over small things. My certificate is spelled wrongly. I can't believe they change my name into something else and still say I didn't check properly. I guess the standard is just not there. Ouh well, what to expect, I am serving NS after all. I never really looked up at NS in my life. I keep looking down on them as they are never good for anyone and everyone.Being in uniform really sucks. I just have to appear good in it. And one stupid thing is that I had to give up my seat to this old lady and a man came to sit instead. What happen to all the gentlemen in the world? Please la guys, I am sure you guys are not blind but this is totally unacceptable. can?

And those of you in trains, the priority seats are usually taken up by those not needing to sit. And I just have to see those poor old lady standing up and the one seating trying very very hard not to look. What is happening to this world? Where is the love? And people pretend to care?Why? Humans? Imperfect? bull shit. Selfish people. Grow up. I don't want to see this again. This just makes me mad, upset, unhappy, dissapointed and all down and depress. I wish I could change the world. But people, please open your eyes and see the world. A bit of initiative will really help. Thanks=)