Amnesia

I finally declare myself empty. I don't have any much files left with me. Both my HDD broke down and I'm left with nothing. It's kinda sad...ok..im feeling very very sad..I'm depress. All my work in NYP, all the photos, all the music, the videos...All the memories. I couldn't have ask for a better "new" beginning. Ya right, new beginning with no memories of the past to look back upon. How sad is that? VERY.

I guess life moves on, I guess I can't show my children or grandchildren what I do when I was at this stage of my life. But I guess they won't even care. At least I still have this blog now. But kind to think about the positive side, I won't bring those stuff when I finally pass... But it's very sad to not be able to look back to the past and I'm only left with the present and the future. If I ever suffer "Amnesia" in my life, at least now I experiencing it once.=) I don't want to remember anything now so it won't hurt but not remembering anything hurts even more, *my head ouch*. haha

Can anyone save me? I need those lost files back=(